another one of those rare deep conversations

towning with rahmat, cindy and lily yesterday. rahmat, as usual, couldn't make up his mind whether he wanted to follow us or not. and as usual, at the last minute he decided to follow us. but its okay, we still love you.

(window) shopping, walking, talking, the works. saw a pair of hot shorts at Topshop, saw alot of hot tops at Zara. maybe somehow i can convince my dad to bring me out shopping again. :)

it was raining/drizzling when we walked to Zara at Liat Towers, but then it started pouring when we wanted to leave. lily had an umbrella, so rahmat ferried the girls back and forth with the umbrella to wheelock. hurhur. how cute.

saw anna cheng at the coffeebean! its been like. soooooooooo long. :)

got my Esprit bag! :)

in the end we ended up at Paragon, where cindy went off to meet her dad. walked back to orchard mrt where lily left as well. and then rahmat dragged me to g2000 and topman and then to zara again. cause he realllllyyyyyyy wanted to buy a shirt. but in the end. he didn't.

he followed me back to Sengkang because he needed to get something from Compass Point. we had dinner at BK. and we spent maybe about one and a half hours there?

me and rahmat hardly ever have those deep conversations, like at starbucks some time back. so yesterday, we had another one of those rare deep conversations :) somehow we ended up talking about marriage, THE one and all sorts of things. during which i discovered that my bestie is actually a romantic. :)))

and after all that talk about love and marriage, comes the serious shit. "when are you going to buck up?"

and of course, i still feel the same way as i wrote in my deja vu post, "though sometimes, actually most times, we'll never actually understand what the other is doing, at least i can depend on you for an honest response."

:) only rahmat will actually ask me such a question so directly.

but i love him for that. :)

i ask myself the same thing everyday, but i am just so fucking lazy. i haven't been able to pick myself up since like. year 1 sem 1. since that 3.52 gpa. which has now become a distant memory of course. this is the semester to make a difference, but it looks like its not going to be any different from the rest. unfortunately. i need a serious fucking wake up call. i need new priorities.

mat asked me to be committed to studying with him.

i would need a serious change in my priorities in order for that to happen.

sigh.

i should force myself to sleep soon. 9am class tmw. which i cannot afford to miss again.

so many things to do this week. family law group project, need to meet and discuss. conveyancing role play at the end of the week. need to meet and practice. world issues group project. need to research and prepare the presentation. zhida just asked me to book a room for LAW Inc Ex-Co meeting on thursday. so its gonna be a really busy week!

which will of course, lead me back to the issue on priorities, and balancing them. :)