you're changing.
everything feels different.
i hope its not true.
not this time.
it scares me.
a thousand possibilities swirling through my mind.
driving me insane.
and the more i try to hold on to you,
the more you push me away.
you can't just talk to me like that and expect me not to feel anything.
sometimes the things you say make me start to wonder...
if you really do love me. if you really do care.

i can't help it.
you know that.
i wish you would try to understand.
maybe not all the time.
but sometimes would be nice.