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Sunday, February 03, 2008
4:39 pm

i almost forgot what it was like to be able to wake up beside you... and i'm glad i had a chance to remember.

for those few days... you were only mine. even though it now seems like a distant memory again, i'll hold on to those moments forever. stolen. how i wished it could have been forever.

i've fallen so deeply in love with you, you've made me feel like no one else before. you've brought me such joy, though bittersweet at times... there have been tears, no doubt, but yet... just being beside you brings a smile to my face.

its barely been a year, but it feels like i've known you forever. we've been through so much together, so many ups and downs, so much pain and tears... things we try to forget, but sometimes the pain comes back to haunt me. we made it through everything together, you've been my pillar of support... i still remember the times i saw you cry, it made my heart ache like never before. it made me feel like for the first time, some one truly loves me.

i could not ask for more i know... but sometimes i wish things could be perfect.

you'll always be my baby... and i hope i'll always be yours.



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