it sucks you know. how things sometimes come back to haunt you, how you sometimes can't forgive and forget. how things can somehow change, and all you can do is watch helplessly as things you once knew start falling apart. sometimes you try to pretend, you close your eyes as tight as possible, but your mind plays tricks on you. you become paranoid, and something so simple becomes so complicated. you wonder... if you should be wondering at all, and then sometimes it's just better to not know. sometimes every little thing just bothers you, it could mean nothing, but you can't help it, because you've been stabbed in the back before. once bitten, twice shy. you wish everything could be perfect, but nothing is perfect in this world, and you can never always get what you want. life is selfish and unfair, and you do what you can to survive, and make the best of things. you choose to be happy, cos that's the only way life can go on.

i got this off andrea's facebook profile and it does somehow make some sense -
"i believe that everything happens for a reason. people change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. you believe less so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." - Marilyn Monroe

remember, no one's gonna be strong for you. sometimes, you can only depend on yourself. and it drives you crazy.