sometimes you close your eyes, and you pretend not to see, you pretend not to know. but deep down inside, your heart is breaking, your tears are falling, but there's nothing you can do, nothing you can say, nowhere to run to, except to hide. you tell yourself, you gotta be strong, you gotta pick yourself up, cos no one's gonna be strong for you, you have to pull yourself together, wipe away the tears, and smile again.

i'm not blind, i'm not dumb, i'm not stupid... but sometimes you have to act like you are.

i love this song.

生日快乐

我对自己说

蜡烛点了

寂寞亮了

生日快乐

泪也融了

我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切

还爱你的一点恨

还要时间

才能平衡

热恋伤痕

画面重生

祝我生日快乐

do you know how much it aches... how i just wish it wasn't true... i come up with all sorts of excuses and reasons, hoping to make myself feel better, but sometimes... it just doesn't work anymore.