

its almost halfway into the year already. time flies. especially when you're just wasting your life away. haha.

taken on 26th April. the day i cut my hair. and my detested fringe. my hair stylist did temporary curls for me, because he was trying to convince me to do ceramic perm. it was a bit weird for me, wasn't used to the curls, considering i've had rebonded hair for the longest time. don't think i'll be doing the ceramic perm anytime soon though, since i spent like $300 on my rebonding in december!

met up with andrea darling last wednesday. we travelled quite a bit haha. went to tampines for lunch, then off to orchard to walk around, then spencer came to join us while we were chilling at starbucks. then off to bugis to walk around some more. then to mustafa to buy random items and my gold watch. hur. after that they went back, and i went off to zouk. darling, it was great catching up with you. i've known you for 3 years know, it was quite amazing how we ended up becoming friends. blog war. haha. oh well. i'm glad we ended up as friends. :) we're both back at square one now, the feeling sucks, no direction, not sure where we're headed. but i'm sure we'll both make it through, we'll end up where we're supposed to be. most importantly, i love you!
two more days. and then i'm off. San Francisco. for 3 weeks. i'll be visiting my mom there. so long. i wanted to go for 2 weeks only. but the earliest flight back i could get was only early june. oh well. i might not have the chance to go up again, so i suppose its best to just go and spend as much time as i can with her. i swear i am going to come back damn fat or something, considering how the last time my mom saw me when she came to SG in feb, she exclaimed i was aneroxic, (which i am not). yes i have lost weight since the last time she saw me, which was most probably like 2 years ago or something, but i have put on and lost weight and put on since then! and i'm definitely not aneroxic! nowhere close even! (i wish i was though, hehe). she is definitely going to stuff me with loads of food. so depressing. i do not want to come back 10kg heavier. my sister went there for 3 months and she came back considerably fatter hur.
3 weeks is a long time. so many things can happen in 3 weeks. but i guess i do need a break. sort out my things. decide on my future. ha.
i will miss you though, would you miss me too?
moments. many. happy ones.
these few days have been spent running around, buying stuff for my mom, getting my things settled before i go and alot of other random things. i still need to go buy some stuff for my mom today. i haven't started packing yet, and i'm leaving early saturday morning. ha. clubbing on friday night anyone? LOL. was running around town yesterday, carrying a shitload of stuff. managed to stop by That CD Shop for awhile, its been awhile since i bought a CD from there. my last purchase was The Blue Bar Vol. 2. wanted to get a High Society compilation this time round. I bought the Mansion 3 one. i love their imported lounge/chillout/acid jazz CDs. and their inhouse High Society compilations rock. if i had loads of spare cash i would buy all their albums. haha.
zouk last night with my darling jade, last minute decision! it was damn crowded, with most of the unis done with exams already. no zouk for the next 3 weeks. haha.
was supposed to meet up with some people here and there before i leave, but don't know if i have the time! hur. oops. :)
John Legend's P.D.A. (We Just Don't Care) is a very special song. :) i will remember it for a long long long time to come.
i suddenly feel sad about going SFO. ah well. time will fly, and soon i'll be on the plane home. and hopefully everything will be the same.
the beach boy's don't worry baby has been playing in my head and on my iTunes constantly ever since i heard it on the radio last week. its like a happy yet such a sad song.
well it's been building up inside of me
for oh i don't know how long
i don't know why
but i keep thinking
something's bound to go wrong
but she looks in my eyes
and makes me realize
and she says don't worry baby
don't worry baby
don't worry baby
everything will turn out alright
i hope to see you before i go.