<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/8062450?origin\x3dhttp://explicitaffair.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
&.me

[denise*][str8/bi/p]
[dob:23/06][blackrose][#17]
[exmgsbowler][tplawgraduate]
The current mood of blackwhite at www.imood.com
myfridae
myfriendster I
myfriendster II
myphotos
myxanga

&.wishlist

fetishes+
you, my love
black
pointy shoes
button shirts

wants+
*only what i cannot have.


&.links



&.tagb





&. creds
vintageGLITTER
-br0kennsmiile;
mr. photoshop(:

tingshan © <33
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
2:56 am

and maybe because you remind me so much of him.

its 2:56am and i have Intellectual Property paper at 0930. i am in this super emo state of mind. god knows why. i feel so tired. but yet i just refuse to sleep. i feel like everything is coming to an end. things that once had meaning now seem so worthless. so many things abandoned along the way. and i wonder when i lost my way. searching but yet i do not know what i am looking for.

because you made me smile when no one else could.

memories.

and i thought i left you behind a long time ago.

and no, its not who you think that i am thinking of.

return to me what others stole... and all those emo songs.

i just want to let go.

oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
no you don't mean nothing at all to me
but you got what it takes to set me free
oh you could mean everything to me



;i am afraid