you and your lies.

you can go ahead and continue lying to yourself.

i know what i've done, i know how much i gave, i know what i didn't do, i know where i stand.

so go ahead and continue fooling yourself, that it wasn't you who caused this relationship to fail, that it wasn't you who lied to me every single night and day, that this relationship has just been one big fucking fat lie. go on. go running back to her arms.

i should have never gone back to you after i caught you that night at zouk with her. that was the biggest mistake of my life. every chance i had to leave you, i didn't. and now, i'm just left here with the broken pieces, with almost 14 months of my life just lost. and i can never get back what you took away from me.

i only hope one day you'll learn to take responsibility for your actions. and admit to the truth instead of always running away from it and telling more lies to cover up your lies.

to you, its never been your fault, its always been my fault. my fault that you lied to me, my fault that you never put in any effort, my fault you were never there. yes. its all my fault. its not your fault at all. everything is my fucking fault. even though i put in so much into this relationship, yes, everything is my fault.

well then. go on living in the fantasy world you've created. where everything revolves around you and only you.

goodbye.