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Thursday, September 28, 2006
1:45 am

so i had my gloria jeans coffee today. went down during lunch to RC to get it. i had a very vanilla latte. and it was smooth. brought it back to the office. it survived the train ride. :)

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gloria jeans coffee in sydney.

i took that while i was sitting there in the freezing cold, sipping my hot vanilla latte. bo liao i know. i could have sat indoors and felt much warmer since they had heaters, but i had to smoke. :)

i've yet to post anything about sydney. i know. im lazy. the 3 days there passed by really quickly. i wish i could have stayed longer. i hope to go up again next year.

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sydney sunrise.
it was a beautiful sunday morning. :)

and everyday. the same thoughts run through my mind. thoughts i wish weren't there.

do you remember -

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i do.

that was october 2005. how things change in less than a year.

today. 14 months.

but. things just aren't the same anymore.

i feel like im travelling on a train, headed towards no specific destination. it just goes on and on and on. and im just sitting there, watching the world pass me by.



;i am afraid