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Saturday, August 26, 2006
10:12 am

yesterday. was one month since the op. and also one month since i last saw someone. since that last goodbye. time passes so quickly. but i haven't forgotten.

this week has been crazy. tuesday night. wednesday night. i won't forget wednesday night. 23 august. ber & ben sitting downstairs with me while i was hysterical. and leaving at 6am. then spending 2 nights in a row at your house. all the tears, the shouting, the arguing, and then the sorry's, and i guess. we're still here.

ber & ben, i've said my thank yous already, so i won't repeat myself. yes ben i'll buy you prata free flow. jade, thanks for being there earlier in the night as well. i'm sorry if i scared your colleague.

but I'm missing you
you know I'm such a fool for you
you've got me wrapped around your finger
do you have to let it linger



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