just when i thought that i could start picking myself back up again, to put my life back on track, this happens. i've been dealt a huge blow. something i never thought i would have to go through. never.

i honestly feel like giving up.

to add on to everything, my laptop has died on me, the system file is apparently missing or corrupt. i have to find the time to bring it down to the service centre. LAW Investiture is on friday evening, and the rehearsal is at 7pm on wednesday. we are compiling our Company Law report tomorrow. i don't know how i would be able to, considering my laptop fucking refuses to switch on. i feel so lost without my laptop, all my work, my photos, my songs, so many precious memories in there. and just like that its all going to be gone. this week is just crazy. and with that huge blow in my face, it just makes everything worse. i don't know how i would be able to make it through this one, this time round, i honestly feel like just quitting, just leaving everything behind.

just when i thought things were getting better. when my life was picking up.

now i feel like i've lost all hope.

i couldn't stop crying just now. it was just so hard.

i just want to curl up into a ball and hide. hide from the world.

i've been feeling so tired lately. lack of energy or any enthusiasm.

i'm losing it. again.

and when its all over, i don't know how i would be able to just continue on with life.