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tingshan © <33
Sunday, July 30, 2006
3:03 pm

happy birthday ta. and happy birthday ivan.

hey serene, its been really long since i saw you too. hope you're doing fine. and yes we should catch up one day. :)
ta, which 3 people and why?
uh. okay lily! hahaha.
yes cakeloo i love you too.
andreaaaaaa. when are we meeting!
berber, i guess we'll remember forever yea.
and may i ask who is saturdayjuly222006?

i was on a four day mc since tuesday. it was nothing major, nothing life threatening. and no, contrary to what someone thought, no i didn't try to commit suicide again. it was just a minor operation, and i'm fine now.

i'll just like to say thank you to everyone who've asked, who've showed their concern.
to ta, daniel, jade, cake, ber and cindy. for coming and waiting, for making sure i was alright.
to mervyn for coming just to pick me and send me home. for not letting me go back alone. even though you really didn't have to. thank you.
for that one last time, one last ride in your car, that one last hug, that one last goodbye, thank you.



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