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Sunday, May 14, 2006
6:37 pm

its driving me crazy, every second, every minute. how i want you here with me so badly. how the tears won't stop. if only i could go back in time, i would do it differently.

i'm sorry i overeacted, i'm sorry i didn't trust you, i'm sorry for all the things i said.

everything's just so unclear now, i don't know what's going on anymore.

the message here and there, and then the silence.

its just so hard. i just want you and nothing else. i would do anything. just anything.

i know now that my life would be just so meaningless without you.

one minute its just so cold, and the next you're telling me that you miss me.

things may not have been perfect, but you're the only one who would make me happy. and no one and nothing could ever replace that. i love you like i have never loved anyone else, and i will never love anyone else the same way.

Love is the answer
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Why are we here and where do we go
And how come it's so hard
It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing
It's always better when we're together

say you will. say you'll hold my hand again, say you'll kiss me again, say those three words like you used to do. won't you just say it for me, just say it one more time.

I believe in memories, they look so, so pretty when I sleep
And when I wake up, you look so pretty sleeping next to me

i'm holding on, because i can't let go, because i don't want to let go. never.



;i am afraid