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tingshan © <33
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
12:11 am

i've been busy. work.

its good i guess.
keeps me distracted, keeps my mind off things.

maybe this is what i need.
maybe this will be good for me.

or maybe not.. i guess. its how you look at it. its a good and a bad thing.

the lonely sleepless nights.
the distance.
i wish i could spend more time with you.
i guess. this is how it'll be then.
i'll cherish every moment we have together.
no matter how short, no matter how long.

well, i guess i should have expected it. prepared myself for it.
knowing that it would be like this once you settle in.
sigh.

i miss you.

wang lee hom's kiss goodbye is on repeat.



;i am afraid