I guess it's time I run far, far away
find comfort in pain
All pleasure's the same
it just keeps me from trouble

so, its been a while.

haven't been doing much. its the holidays. and i haven't quite gotten down to getting a job yet. there was this interview for Clarins. the catch was that i had to wear a white mini skirt. thanks, but no thanks. i'm dead fussy when it comes to jobs.

shopping with him last saturday. finally got myself a new eyelash curler. Shu Uemura eyelash curlers are daaa bomb. i already have one but its like so old. hahaha. so i got a new one and its black! they had a black nickel version. its the same as the normal one, except that its black and more expensive. i couldn't resist. :) and then because i absolutely love M.A.C and i just wanted to see if lynette was working, i ended up getting eyeshadow - 'Beauty Marked'. a pretty deep purple with goldish shimmer. M.A.C has the best matte black eyeshadow everrrrrrr. damnnnnnnn black. :) i like. yes me and my black fetish.

yes Cake, i absolutely love makeup. during the hols before poly, i had a fulltime job at a japanese cosmetics brand and i had to wear makeup every fucking day. i bought a lot of makeup then. it took like one hour just to get ready for work. :) and it was pain removing makeup at the end of the day. so when poly started and i quit that job, i was very happy to be able to not wear makeup. :) i still have shitload of makeup which i don't use. M.A.C has the nicest range of eyeshadows and lipsticks. i loveee Chanel for their foundation and concealers. Lancome has fantastic mascaras, so does Estee Lauder. for makeup remover, i always use Shu Uemura cleansing oil. makeup brushes - M.A.C definitely. eyelash curler - obviously Shu Uemura! i heard M.A.C is not bad too. you hardly see me with makeup except for my eyeliner and occasionally i do my eyebrows, because i'm just too fucking lazy to get up earlier to get ready. :)

been shopping quite a bit as well. both online and uh in real life. haha. got some tops from mango and zara. ya ya black black. :) met ctbah on monday in town and we popped by Strip at wheelock so i could get my waxing done. uhhhh my first time there and i was pretty disappointed with the service. there's alot of hype about Strip and i suppose i expected more. the staff were like ah lians and they were so fucking rude. the girl at the counter has such a cb face i wanted to slap her. after i filled up the profile card, another girl was like so blatantly looking through my details in front of me, and then she took a pen and wrote something to the other girl about me being a student. which was so damn obvious. how fucked up. i swear im never going there again. maybe i should try their original outlet at holland village instead. TSKTSK. i've gone to places with better service before. sucky.

made by ctbah! :)

later met my sister. we were walking outside taka when we got approached by two student hairstylists from Le Salon. they wanted us to let them "practice" on our hair. so we got a free wash and blow. and the end result:

Anna Cheng. yes you woman. call me when you get back!!! when are you coming back again? :)

hi Jade!!! :)

Cheryl Lioooo! hello! we never bump into each other anymore!!! lol.

Rahmat. hi ann, please get a life.

Sya. thank you! all credits go to the designer of course! haha.

Russellllllll. hello. yes i'll try.

who is Anonymous? i don't see any.

Khairu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELLO! i stumbled upon your profile from ta's profileee! i haven't seen you for sooooo long! haha. how are you! where are you now? add me on msn! lol.

I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

i will never be a part of your life. you leave me out of everything.
thanks for calling only when you need something.
thanks for all the excuses you're so good at coming up with.
thank you. i really appreciate it. really really really really. like really.

maybe one day you'll understand.

i'm tired.

goodbye.