fuck you and your lies, your bullshit, your crap, your excuses, your disappearing acts, your lack of any effort whatsoever.

there is no such thing as sitting back and enjoying all the good things in life, without putting in effort. there is no such thing as money dropping from the sky. you cannot keep taking all the time, without giving. it takes two hands to clap. to make something work out, time and effort must be put in. if not, no matter how hard one party tries, but because the other party simply does not care, it will never work. the more you run away from the problem, the bigger it becomes. you can never escape reality, no matter how many lies you tell, no matter what dreamworld you create for yourself. soon, all that's left is this web of deceit, of entangled lies, and many people who do not trust nor believe anything you say anymore. your words no longer carry any worth.

and the party who's been trying all along, will slowly loose hope. drained, tired, lost, confused. after awhile, this party will simply stop trying. and everything will become stale. in the end, there will be nothing left.

okay whatever.

i met andrea darling yesterday at bugis. she was a lil' late but it was alright dear. i waited at elger & cheryl's nail place. i didnt get my nails done though, next time maybe. after she came we shopped around bugis village and that new place - the ICON or whatever it was called. it is so small. and quiet. they all practically sell the same thing! she got her present and then we headed off to suntec where she got her other present. headed down to town after that, and we had subway, we shared a 6". :) the guy looked at us in a strange way when we told him no we didn't want a footlong. diet lah. ha.

and look! we were wearing the same Papillios. obviously my feet are the fairer and bigger ones. haha.

after that i had dinner with my dad and my sister at spaggedies (eh i suddenly cant remember how its spelt) at paragon. and then i dont know why but my dad wanted to go have dessert at Secret Recipe at Siglap, where i saw chang tze working! he drove there with the top down (a VW beetle convertible) and it felt strange driving through orchard road at night with the wind blowing through my hair and alot of people staring. i mean like, i could just stand up and start dancing around if i wanted to. haha.

mmmm. this darling arrived in the mail yesterday. my sunglasses from fredflare. i wanted the black ones, but they were OOS at that time. so i got tortoise instead.

my henley from Old Navy arrived as well, but i'm gonna sell it off because i don't like the fit.

well. results were out last week. but i shall talk about them another time.

i've got photos from Kerrie's surprise birthday party as well, but i shall post them another time too.

its a friday night. and i'm home. woo. jade offered me her invite to the Cleo eligible bachelors' party at MoS as she couldn't make it, but i decided not to go. oh well. since he won't go with me and rather go with his new found friends, but at the same time he also wouldn't want me to go because he'll say i'll flirt around. so to prevent unnecessary unhappiness, i turned her down.

my favourite song of the moment is Wang Lee Hom's Kiss Goodbye.