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tingshan © <33
Friday, March 10, 2006
2:50 pm

[[2:58AM]]
yesss cttt queer friendly!!! lol.
sya, *hugs* wow that's great! happy working! haha.

drea. howwww!!! i put two and then they appear on top of each other leh. cb.

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i am too weak to fight with you.
i'm tired.
its draining me.
so whatever.
i don't have the energy to push you for the truth anymore.
i hope you're happy that way.

my eyes are fucking swollen from all the bawling and it hurts just to move them. i feel like my bones are aching. my skin feels so much more sensitive now. room temperature water just feels so extremely cold. even hot water feels cold.

because i have nothing better to do, i shall reply comments.

to rahmat: stop singing. and your shirts are gathering dust on my table.

to ta: what time do you normally finish work?

to khairu: awww so sweet of you. haha. that hair was temporary. it only lasted a few hours. :(

to drea: i totally love that quote too. i watched that movie twice. :)

to sya: congrats! what are you doing now?

to cindy: yes i love you too.

to anonymous: thank you.

to russ: thank you. your hair is cool too.

to cake: yes we shall mambo soon.

to ctbah: its amazing how time flies and we've almost come full circle. when will it ever stop?

i was just talking to ctbah on msn the other day. and it hit me that we were talking about almost the same thing we were talking about close to a year ago. i went to look at my files and i found the msn conversation. i saved it. :) it was 8 may 2005. the very same day i swallowed 34 paracetamols. its been close to a year, and here we are again, talking about the very same thing. the situation may be different, the people involved may be different, but at the end of the day, it seems like this cycle that never ends. i guess sometimes you just don't know when to pull the plug. when enough is enough.

i was planning on mambo and the Herstory party on wednesday and thursday at Zouk. however i decided not to go, to prevent unhappiness and also because i am ill. i would have loved to go for the Herstory party though, they haven't had parties in awhile and its the first party of the year. the next one would be another three months (its held quarterly). oh well. i miss being lesbian. lol. :X no i'm kidding.

web bands! stole the idea from andrea. :))) i hope you don't mind sweetie. how do you put two! i can't seem to put two. bah.

i love strawberry yoghurt milk.

to all LAW Inc Ex-Co members, please please please reply my email by 13th March 2006 Monday. i will then be able to arrange for the meeting date time and venue earlier. thank you so much.

i am now a co-mod of sgspree. :) thank you for your support!

i shall now go and search for medicine.

toodles.



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