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Sunday, February 12, 2006
1:45 am

new layout! felt the previous one was too bright and chirpy. so not me. this is more depressing. i like. :)

i am having a headache. the whole day.

towning yesterday. bought havaianas. blackkkkkkk of course. then off to Indochine at empress place to chill. a Cosmopolitan for me, Appletini for jade and chocolate martini for ber. the house music there put us in a clubbing mood so we left about 2 in search of somewhere to satisfy our dancing urges. lol. walked to DXO but they were closing at 4 so we headed back to town instead. decided to go MU since they were open till 5.

ahhh. its been such a long time since i've clubbed techno. :) i missed it. well i suppose you can say me and jade wanted to 'drown' our sorrows so we drank quite a bit. and i think i smoked like half a pack yesterday.

slept in till 5 today and woke up with a throbbing headache. which i'm still having.

to the people who've tagged: mat, ctbah, lily, drea, brenda and the anonymous people, thank you for the encouragement and support. :) lovelove*

its amazing how some people can make promises so easily, just like that. but when it comes to keeping those promises, its a totally different story. all it takes is just a little bit of effort, but i guess to some, that bit of effort is just to much to ask for. your promises were too good to be true, i knew, deep down inside, you wouldn't keep them, just like every other time. but i believed you anyway. i set myself up for a letdown. just like every other time. i am but a fool yes? wouldn't it be better to not make any promises at all, for when there are no expectations, there can be no disappointments? why make me go through all the heartache and tears? don't you know it hurts everytime you break your promises, everytime you lie to me? i don't know how you can bring yourself to do it to someone you claim you love. but then again, maybe i just have too high expectations.

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy, hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of a miracle
Waiting so long
So long

study week now. exams next week. so fast. too soon.

someone help me get back on track?



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