currently listening to: Lonely by Akon.

its ironic how the song makes me think of happier times, of a happier me. a period in my life where things were smooth, everything so carefree. before things went downhill, before i lost control. before i headed down that path of self destruction.

its 4am, and i've just cooked instant noodles. my 3rd can of coffee, almost finished. yes, i absolutely heart ob.

i must say, i am absolutely grateful for the extension of Family Law client conference and also that my World Issues group only has to present next week. takes a huge load off my shoulders. but i guess that would also mean higher expectations.

undecided between the mother and the father. san francisco or hongkong. honestly i rather not both, then it would be so much easier. and i don't think i have the time for both either. i don't know. please don't ask.

i hate making decisions.

especially ones with repercussions.

forgive my melancholy of late, i blame it on the fact that the time of the month is near.

i still think you're beautiful.

i'm now a happy owner of a N70. as much as i loved my razr v3 black, its features, or rather the lack of it, was getting on my nerves. ahhh i miss my 7610. so far, i'm happy with my N70. three phones, and my 2 year plan hasn't ended yet. i should learn to exercise some form of self-control, yes? i would have loved to get the 8800, but i don't think my dad was quite keen on that. my dearest jade even bluntly told my dad that the features weren't worth the price. :) thanks dear.

alright, goodbye now. back to OB. and once again, i heart OB.