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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
2:38 am

You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

christmas 2005. overall, it was quite sad. anyhows, it was spent with ctbah, mat and jade. ctbah and mat came for dinner at my place, my dad had some thing going on, then off to town to meet jade. basically we had like countdown in the cab to town. walking around town, getting sprayed by fuckers with the snow spray shit, some asshole sprayed it in my face and i just stood there and screamed. i screamed and screamed and screamed. some other fuckers who wanted to spray us kept quiet and turned away cause i was still screaming. jade thought i went crazy. but i was fucking pissed. don't these people have a life? like seriously. can't you be more considerate? so you like snow isit? then at least spray it up in the air or something? like what the fuck? spraying it in people's faces? what the fuck is wrong with you people? aren't any of you educated? like wth? ever thought that maybe this shit is harmful to the eyes? what the hell man. my eyes started to hurt later. fucking assholes. uncivilised bastards. like really. then you see some fuckers spraying back and forth and like their whole face and body is just white. like wth? uh yea christmas spirit? right... lame. i swear i am not walking around town on new year's eve. seriously. fucking assholes.

anyway.

chilled at the Balcony Bar. rahmat doesn't know how to appreciate lounge music. bumped into paul, jem, joel and gerald later. we couldn't decide where to go next, so we all headed back. photos another time.

wellllllll. whatever.

i'm happier today.

i think.




;i am afraid