how things have become, how things have changed.

change is inevitable. you can't escape that. if we had a choice, we would all change for the better. but sometimes, it goes the other way. and it can't be helped.

maybe my expectations are too high, maybe you give too little or maybe i give too much. when you put in your all, i guess its human nature to expect the same in return, but sometimes that isn't the case. i know you should give without expecting anything in return, but as everyone knows, there's a limit to how much a rubber band can stretch before it snaps.

honestly, i've given up. i'm tired of trying, i'm tired of just compromising. if there's anything left to do, anything that can be done, i leave it to you. but i guess there won't be any difference, as from what i can see, you're very happy with things just the way they are. content in just calling me when you need me, when you're done having your fun, when there's no one else left to call.

well, i don't remember taking out a part-time application.