i don't know why. but i suddenly feel. so. nostalgic. maybe i'm just in one of my depressed moods. you know, the usual, sit at home, feeling all so blue, blasting the same old sad love songs, making yourself feel more and more depressed. i feel. so alone. i know in actual fact i'm not, but well. sometimes even when you're in a crowd, you can feel. just. so alone.

i miss my sister! i miss my brother! i miss my mom!

i miss you too.

welll okaayyy. alot of people tagged on my board so i'm gonna like. reply.

lily. thanks girl. for all the encouragement. yea it really sucks. sometimes its just so much easier to shut everything out. like they say, ignorance is bliss. :)

sereneng. make your presence known more often! hur. thanks for tagging, and we'll meet up soon kaes? (you can like. call roger ni. haha.)

cake. i love you too.

cheryllio. hey babe. yea i'm supposed to burn the L word for you! okay like bump into me soon yea. *hugs.

jade. it was nice to finally be able to go out with you. and like. groooove. muahsss.

ctBAH. ehhhh i was in school today. i just didnt go for lecture. and family law tutorial. but i went for conveyancinggg! hurhur. okayyy like. *muahs.

mat/annyong/ ann-yong/ bestie/ bitch, please. ummm, like, i need a hug? yea i love you too la.

things. might not have been going well lately. but there've been people there, and i'm grateful to everyone of you. but there's always one person, whom i wish was there... but sometimes isn't. and well. the tears can't help but fall.

so everyday i wake up. wondering if today will be a better day. whether things will be different today. and everynight i go to sleep, thinking if tomorrow will be a better day.

am i in too deep?