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tingshan © <33
Sunday, October 02, 2005
5:46 pm

something has happened in my family. or what's left of it rather.

shocked. beyond words.

i was really shaky last nite.

thank you to those who listened. who gave words of comfort.

baby, i love you. thank you for being my pillar.

i won't be here for awhile. if you need me, you know where to find me. (those who have both my numbers, i won't be using the new line for awhile. so look for me at 9030 number. thanks.)

trying to regain conciousness.



;i am afraid