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tingshan © <33
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
11:53 am

i shouldn't be here blogging right now, gotta finish up my prelab, then head to bras basah to get paints and brushes. painting the banner later in school. i have no classes today, but i'm up so freaking early.

feeling so emo now, even though its like. 12pm, the sun is shining, people are all happy and wonderful.

i don't know whether to be happy. i want to be.

but sometimes its so hard.

every now and then, you think about something, and you just feel this pinch, this twinge of pain.

feeling so inadequate, a lil' uneasy, won't you just tell me i'm paranoid?

from me. to you:

I wanna feel this way longer than time.
I wanna know your dreams and make them mine.
I wanna change the world, only for you.
All the impossible, I wanna do.

I wanna hold you close under the rain.
I wanna kiss your smile and feel your pain.
I know what's beautiful, looking at you.

Here in a world of lies, you are the truth.

And baby
Everytime you touch me, I become a hero.
I'll make you safe no matter where you are
And bring you anything you ask for, nothing is above me,
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me.

I wanna make you see just what I was,
Show you the loneliness and what it does.
You walked into my life to stop my tears
Everything's easy now, I have you here.

And baby
Everytime you touch me, I become a hero.
I'll make you safe no matter where you are
And bring you anything you ask for, nothing is above me,
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me.

In a world without you,
I would always hunger,
All I need is your love to make me stronger.

And baby
Everytime you touch me, I become a hero.
I'll make you safe no matter where you are
And bring you anything you ask for, nothing is above me,
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me.

[when you tell me that you love me//julio iglesias]




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