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Saturday, July 23, 2005
3:48 am

you're beautiful

today. i had the biggest shock of my life. and i cried the most number of times ever ever ever in school. i think i was hysterical.

well.

basically. ms lim totally freaked me out today. after lcom lab. she told me. that she was going to have to debar me from lcom2. im like. wtf?! okae like so i got a warning letter already (she had an extra class. not fair.) anyway. so obviously why would i be so stupid as to miss another class and not take mc right? she told me which date it was, and i checked my organiser. (i note all my mcs and absents in there) and i saw on that day, i took an mc. i also obviously cant be so stupid as to take an mc and then not submit it to the general office right. so i told her i took an mc. and she was like. doesnt help. as long as she cant find it on the system, i'm like. debarred. and then she goes on to lecture me and so on and so forth.

i was on the verge of totally breaking down i think. walked out of lab and burst into major tears. i think i was freaking out alot of pple outside the LT. had totally no mood to go for accounting lecture. but i went anyway. and then. during the lecture. i think i went a little crazy. i was obviously zoning out. and i was like thinking, you know, wtf, just get debarred, fuck school, i shld just quit or something, i swear i was totally crazy.

after lecture. got ctbah and sahmadi to accompany me to the GO to just double check. its not the first time they've lost my mc. so i asked the kind lady to help me check the records. and lo and behold. i did submit. she recorded the date of mc wrongly! i was sooooo relieved i swear. went up and told ms lim and i guess everything's basically sorted out now.

sorry to those i freaked outtt! :)

came home after that.

later in the night.

went down to town.

and wasted two hours. and $30. for nothing.

should have just stayed home. really.

feelin' a tad. pissed. off.


yes cheryl darling i'm taking socio, i hardly ever go for lectures, and my tutor is ms lin da. :)

i had to watch money no enough for socio project. gross.


still wondering why i didn't apply for beyonders. and don't say a word rahmat.



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