but everything means nothing

and i'm not so sure of myself anymore, not so sure of what i'm doing. i don't know whether i should expect anything, or just let it be.

its hitting me slowly. but surely.

and i honestly don't know what to do.

i wish i knew.

i'm. torn.

my world is upside-down.

i'm scared. i feel so vulnerable.

huddling in one corner. trying to find a way to protect myself.

how can you be scared of losing something you don't even have?

trying to stop myself. to hold back.

because i don't think i could go through the pain again.

if i ain't got you