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tingshan © <33
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
3:45 pm

sometimes you just want to whack yourself in the head when you wonder why you make such sacrifices. cause sometimes, they go unappreciated. actually, most times.


in a world when everything is so superficial, where people, places, things are just so fake, sometimes you just want someone, something, anything, that is sincere, that is real, that will be true. is that too much to ask? is that so hard to find?



life has become just so mundane, so redundant. where everything has become so familiar, so predictable, sometimes you just wish for spontaneity. you wish for the unacquainted, something unique.



you just sit here. and you watch your life pass you by. and you wonder. what's the point of doing the same routine over and over. life just becomes so meaningless, and you struggle to make sense of it.



simple plan - untitled





there's just an empty space.



turn around and see me cry.

sometimes you just need someone to hold your hand.



notice me, take my hand.



;i am afraid