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tingshan © <33
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
1:59 am

i've been running away from everything, and now it's all just coming back to me.

it ain't easy.

everyday, i ask myself. why.



its 2am. i have crim pro lecture at 8am. i still need to finish up drafting my letter for lcom2. and prepare assessment #2b. thank goodness i've done client talk for contract already. i'm thinking whether i should sleep now and then wake up early to finish up everything, then go for lecture. or do work now then sleep, and most probably end up not waking up in time for lecture, or just stay awake the whole night and not worry about oversleeping.

i have very very very bad eyebags.

i am fucking cb tired.

and my stomach feels damn queasy.

damn damn damn TIRED!



;i am afraid