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Saturday, May 07, 2005
3:32 am

mas-ayu, acid bar, potblack, subway, orchard parade, darenight, 'lonelyyy... i am so lonelyyy', overnight at sentosa tanjong beach, town. sentosa again. moontanning. another overnight. railway station breakfast. town. parkway. dota. home. yesterday once more.

kenneth and justin came to my place fucking drunk. and you should hear the things justin were saying. tsk. :) kenneth had to leave early to go back. so he left justin sleeping on my bed. i obviously had nowhere to sleep so i slept in the living room on the couch. justin woke up on a pink bed, for a second had no idea where he was, and then he called bizhen to ask what is he doing at denise's place. haha. he couldn't remember leaving kenneth's place for my place. tsk.

kenneth's place, the girl next door, a bit of sleep, then off to town. dota. after that, off to adam's for teh ping, then upper thomson for prata.

then. me and ben went for a little drive around joo chiat and telok kurau. looking at funky houses. the best looking? villa royal and 32 wareham road. villa royal - very grand. VERY VERY VERY GRAND. 32 wareham road - sexaye. very posh. very zen. very sophisticated. lots of glass. i likeee. :)

the past few days? town town town town. a little bit of this, a little bit of that. been staying out till 4, 5, 6 am. my bio clock is so screwed up that even though i may be tired, i can't sleep till 6-7am.

darenight was funky. i have videos. :)

ktv last night. at katong. took videos too. imagine them mamboing in the ktv room.

took the bus today. that's like a first in a very long long long time.

chilling at changi village.

moody again.

resisting that urge. to do something stupid again. and again. and again.

everything's just so aimless, so pointless. why does it matter really.

sitting here.

waiting.

aimlessly.




;i am afraid