i think i need techno right now. and i'm in the mood to club techno. i'm just overwhelmed right now. techno is the best when you just wanna let go and club like there's no tmw. sometimes i hate myself for the things that i do. really. the past 2-3 years have been really fucked up. really fucked up. and i only have myself to blame for it. you make choices in life. and you have to deal with the consequences eventually. i was telling andrea how last year and this year are so similar. around this march-april period. its so deja vu you know. its like you see the same thing happening again. like a cycle of some sorts. but yet, sometimes we make it that way right? sometimes i don't know why i do the things i do, say the things i say or choose the things i choose. its like sometimes i look back and wonder, what the fuck was i thinking?! i think i've lived most of my life with regret. studies, friends, love, life, whatever.

sometimes, I'm just so sick of everything.

before i get all depressed and start brooding about my life... on a brighter note. going clubbing with my babyyy soon. jadeeeee. my honey pieee. i miss you. can't wait to hit the dancefloor with you.

let's m ove to the gr oov e~

i should stop drinking beer. like. what if i get a beer belly? EEEW. totally gross. went drinking with the sonnie again.

hai. recently. all i feel like doing is drinking and smoking. TSK.

i start work tmw. ber on thurs. funky.