dumdee. i swear my biological clock is like so fucked up la. i've been without sleep since like friday night. except maybe for a hour or two here and there. this is like. the weekend to remember mans. funky.

stayed home for most of today. but, a day wouldn't be complete without a visit to town. bahaha. then off to adam road for teh ping.

fuck. i'm so screwed. i didn't go work today. cb.

is it possible to stay home for the rest of the holidays? haha. like seriously, dream on denise. DREAM ON.

:)

i don't know how its possible i'm still awake now, considering i've been so sleep deprived. i have no sense of timing whatsoever. it does not feel like 4.30am now.

there is something wrong with me. i swear there is. sigh. i'm a fucked up bitch who needs help.

oh yes. the highlight of today is that. i went to colour my hair. i was like bored at home, thinking that i should go buy hair dye and DIY. then i went to loyang point, walked up and down, and on impulse, entered the hair salon instead. ended up spending $108 there. was so tempted to do purple again, but considering i've done that twice already, i decided to do red instead. so now i'm a redhead. RAHMAT, blonde does NOT suit me better. i will post photos soon. haha.

to mr kermit the frog, my bestest bestest guy friend ever. your promise that our friendship will never change despite what has happened means alot to me and i appreciate it. thank you for trusting me, thank you for being there when i needed someone, thank you for listening, and most importantly, thank you for never judging me. no matter what has happened you've always helped me through all the shit. really hope that our friendship wont be affected by all the stuff. i don't ever wanna lose a friendship like this. thanks for always being there, i promise i'll be there for you too.