well. its been an interesting past two weeks i must say.
study week last week, and exams the past week. i totally wasted study week. was supposed to study, ended up doing criminal law in-tray problem only, and then slacking the remaining time. 6days away from home.
then crim paper on monday. prepared, knew my statutes, what charges. and then. FUCK. bad time management. i spent way too much time on section A. so that when it came to section B, which was the in-tray problem, which was like worth 64/100 marks, i only had like 1/2 hr left?! argh. section A was only worth 36marks, but for how much you have to write, its just like, not proportionate. argh. it reminded me of lit and geog days back in sec 4. haha. well. its like you know what the answer is, and you just don't have time to write it down. fuck. last ten minutes, i didn't have time, so i just scribbled all the relevant sections of the penal code. i screwed up crim law. i was so hoping my exam paper would pull up my overall grade. i got a C+ for coursework, so i was really really hoping to pull up my overall grade to a B+ maybe. now it looks like its gonna pull my grade down instead. fuck.
tort paper wasn't any better. again, bad time management. really bad. i spent 1/2 hr just doing the bloody mindmap. argh. fuck la. i don't know my coursework grade for tort so hopefull overall will turn out just fine?
macroecons and mbs paper on the same day. they seriously want to kill us. its like either you study econs and fuck up mbs, or study mbs and fuck up econs. unfortunately, i fucked up both. i studied econs, then i tried studying mbs till like 4am. obviously, nothing went in. so i went for econs paper really fucking tired, and got most of my graphs mixed up, then went for mbs, fucking it up else well. i'm quite disappointed. i got a B+ for econs coursework, so i was really hoping that the exam paper will pull up my overall to an A. argh. i don't think i'll be getting an A now. then for mbs, everyone was like leaving after 1/2 hr into the paper. the only question people asked was pass or fail? haha. everyone is like, oh, see you at sup-paper! seriously la, the amount of content you have to study for mbs. and its not like my law papers, where you have to think, analyse that kinda shit. mbs is just memorise, memorise, memorise. like. fuck. for the first time in my life, i might actually be failing an exam paper and have to take a sup-paper! which is quite wasted considering i got a C+ for mbs coursework.
my only hope now? LSM2. the paper is on monday. and hopefully, i'll have better time management, and not fuck it up as well. i got a B for coursework, so i'm really pushing for an A, or maybe even a distinction like i got for LSM1. sigh.
my GPA this semester will be fucked up. it will take a miracle to improve my 3.52 GPA. it'll be just as difficult to maintain it. i'll be so happy if i even hit a 3.0 this sem. sigh. right now, i just praying that i can get at least three A's. though i don't know how. my academic performance have never been this disappointing, and i'm really really pissed off about it. sigh. but. like rahmat says, i only have myself to blame.
on a brighter note, spent alot of time with mat and cindy on thursday! we went norgen vaz in school between the two papers. imagine, we spent $26 there! rahmat is such a P-I-G. after mbs paper, we went to tm. walked around, i wanted to shop, but mat was whiny, so i didn't. :) walked, chilled, then bought tix for miss congeniality 2. and. we had pizza hut before the movie!!! like omg right. miss congeniality 2 was alright. still loved the first one better. was quite sad that benjamin bratt didn't appear in this one, i thought he and sandea bullock were so cute. haha. in fact, haven't seen him in any movie lately.
people. if you go out with rahmat. be prepared to eat and eat and eat. oh. and no shopping. except if its for food. and he will plead with you to eat alot of ice cream, cause he says, you're never too full for ice cream. :) so darlings, there's no such thing as trying to loose weight when you're out with him. haha. i missed you two bitches, so i'm really glad we got to go out together!
oh. noven. it was nice bumping into you. and loose the coloured contacts.
dumdee.
slept for like 9 hours last night? wow. after so long. haha. the past two weeks i've been sleeping at weird time and waking up at weird times. and the past four nights i've been like staying up till 4am and then sleeping and then waking up at around 7am to go for papers. i need to catch up on my sleep! :)
can't wait for the lsm2 to be over. imagine how fast time flies. gonna look for a job.
i'm dying to go shopping. does anyone want to go shopping with me??? :)