dumdee.

spent yesterday running around school trying to print our speeches, melting in my suit, fucking up the presentation, thank goodness i added explanation for my part of the report. ms yu said i was self-concious! haha. at least, i didn't get "insecure" like rahmat. :)

kudos to matty and brenda for like. getting so high for their report even though it was only two of them compared to everyone else's 4 or 5. really mat. be happy with your 79. its really very good for a two person team. can you imagine if you were a four person team? :)

chilled at coffee bean with mat bestie, berlinda and shaun after everything was over. relaxed. haven't done that in awhile! was really glad to be able to chat with mat mat after so long. MAT. i read what you wrote. and i don't care. your opinion matters to me. like really. that's what friends are for. i know you say that you think that friends should be supportive, but you can't be, well. you don't have to be supportive! best friends are supposed to tell the other off when that person is doing something stupid. or wrong. like how i would tell you off if you ever like. wore clothes that weren't matching or something. haha. :) anyway. i'm glad you're back. like really glad. life just wasn't the same without you. and i know you'll enjoy shopping at topman. ha ha. so saturday or sunday??? did i say i miss you??? i doooooo!!!!!!!!

it's 10 months now. and well. things are up and down. we're hanging on by a thread now, and i don't what to do. if its meant to be, it will be? i appreciate what you've done. and well. i just don't know anymore.