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Saturday, February 19, 2005
12:55 pm

my love,
i'll never find the words, my love
to tell you how i feel, my love
mere words could not explain
precious love

there's alot of things going thru my mind. things i need to think about. choices i have to make. why do i always get myself into things like this. maybe its just me. maybe i'm not that person you think i am. the person you love. maybe i'm just not the girl meant for you.

i don't know what to do right now. give me time. to think it over. to sort out my feelings. to sort out my thoughts. to figure out what i'm doing and where i'm headed.

i'm stressed out by school, by what's going on with my family. i'm sorry if i've taken that out on you as well.

i'm sorry. i never meant to hurt you. never meant to make you cry.

whatever life may bring, i just want to say, thank you.



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