looking back at those years. its amazing how naive one can be. reading those diary entries. just makes me think of the past. and how things used to be. there were so many things, so many complicated matters, things i wish never happened, things i wished i had handled differently. and people. people i wish i hadn't lost, people i wished i was still friends with, people i wish i had never let go.

i know you shouldn't dwell on the past. but sometimes you just can't let memories go can you?

especially if you don't want to end up making the same mistake again.

sigh.

i don't know.