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Friday, January 21, 2005
4:46 am

alrites. i'm feeling so not nice right now.

firstly. its not about you not calling when you promised la. you just don't get it la. how many fucking times do i have to fucking say it for goodness sake. like fuck la. the whole point is, that i was fucking sad and upset last night, and i was feeling fucking depressed and really really horrible. i was crying and crying and crying. and i just really wanted someone to care, to listen. but nooooo, all you said was goodnight! thats it. fuck la. that is the point here. do you get it now?!!!!

i was missing my mom, feeling overwhelmed by tests, by all the work i have to do, things i have to worry about, and all i really wanted was just someone i love to listen to me and let me cry my heart out.

if i have no one else to turn to, and i can't even turn to you...

i really rather not cry anymore.

goodnight.



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