i'm pissed. my father is a fucker. and he should die. i swear. not an instant death, but a slow painful torturous one where he will suffer extreme pain, suffering, humiliation, agony and then. death. like AIDS. seriously. he is a fucked up asshole aka bastard aka jerk aka idiot aka fucker fucker fucker fucker and did i say fucker? i am ashamed and seriously disgusted to have his blood in me. like fuck. seriously. i do not know which planet he came from that he would have such fucked up morals and logic. really.

he came to the house today. my brother was alone at home. don't know what happened, but my mother had to rush home. he was demanding our passports. my passport was in my drawer, my mother had given it to me to renew it. my mom called me and then he talked to me, demanding i tell him where my passport was. i said i wanted to renew it and he said that i would get to renew it in due time, that he wants it now. and then i said i wanted to talk to my mother. and then i could hear him shouting at her to better get my passport and give it to him and what shit. my mother hung up on me on purpose. i could hear them both shouting before she did. in the end, my mum msged me and told me that he took mine and my brother's passport. somehow my mum found it. i'm not a happy person currently. so if i plan to go KL in december then how the fuck am i gonna go about doing it? my mum said my brother was upset, obviously my dad told him off. my brother is currently having o levels and this bastard has the decency to make my brother upset at this time! like wtf? really. that passport is mine. not yours. it has my name and my face. and why the fuck do you need it anyway? so that what. my mother cant take us and run away is it? like wtf la. its all in our choice la. our free will. and nothing to do with you. like seriously. go and die. go and die. GO AND DIE. then how am i gonna get my passport back. really. BASTARD. FUCKER. WANT MY I/C TOO HUH? HOW ABOUT MY MATRIC CARD? OR MY EZ-LINK? WHILE YOU'RE AT THAT, WHY NOT TAKE ALL MY MEMBERSHIP CARDS AS WELL? OR HOW ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT HAS MY NAME ON IT? MY VISA CARD? HOW ABOUT MY WHOLE WALLET?

you are a bastard. i can't believe you're my father. that i would have someone who can stoop so low, someone so pathetic, so hypocritical, a bastard, a jerk, a fucker (literally), an idiot, someone who sleeps around, someone who can be so so so so so unreasonable, so irresponsible as my father. really. i should disown you.

i really hope you get AIDS. i really hope you do. or any another STD too. like. you deserve it. really. but that's really not enough. you should get fired from your job, AIDS from one of your prostitutes, go bankrupt, lose all the money you have in shares, your condo burn down, crash your vw beetle, cause damage to public property, the govt claim damages from you, your friends and relatives alienate you, and then you can get AIDS. all lonely, with no money, no place to stay, no friends, and then you'll slowly die, a slow painful painful death. and then you'll understand how my mother feels, my sister feels, my brother feels and i feel. for 17 years of your bullshit. actually. maybe you won't even come close to how we feel. maybe like halfway. but you'll never understand. cause you're a fucker. and that will never change.