ah. my hair. the top is short. the bottom long obviously. so i can mess up the top. bought hair gum $22. funky stuff. seriously hard to wash off. it was bleached twice. the second time was a killer. it felt like my scalp was ripping open bit by bit. the purple streaks ain't that obvious unless under the sun, otherwise it looks like darkdark brown streaks. the sectioning done is quite good. otherwise, the base, a light blondish, looks a bit too goldish for me though. do not ask me how i am going to go back to school with this hair. haha.

acer, sony or hp? hmm.

ah well. yes i will upload photos of my hair soon alrites?

kimmie darling. tsktsk. haha. gimme a call then.

according to blackboard, we have law of tort tutorials during the first week of school. like. wtf?! first week of school there ain't supposed to be any tutorials damn it! now, i'm undecided on KL. i have a feeling i may not be going after all.

i'm not quite sure what to think, or what to feel. disappointment mainly, it totally changes everything. i never imagined that such a thing could actually happen. twice now, you've suddenly just let me down like that. perhaps you should have straightened out all the facts in the beginning. now, its a bit too late.

i'm really really tired. too many late nights, early early mornings. i just need to be alone, just need to rest.

i really don't care about refraining from shopping already. i think its my therapy. my relief. christmas is coming and i see so many cosmetic coffrets. temptation. and i don't see why you should stop me either.

disappointment, disgust, frustration, disbelief, really, i don't know what to think anymore.