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tingshan © <33
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
1:18 am

pictures just uploaded from my phone!

and also

my TP friends!

i've uploaded all my new photos already! yeps. above are the links or u can see them on the left. yeps. random photos taken in school, jem's place, sara's place, fondue at coffee club, ivan's house, in town, at victor's superbowl with suping and whatnots.

i'm really really tired. today was amazing. i got to sleep in till a lil' later than usual. but some idiots cutting grass outside woke me up.

my dad came back to the house as i was leaving for school.

he aka the bastard aka my dad, totally pissed me off today. that msg during econs lecture. i was so upset. that i started crying. yes i know like a total idiot in the middle of econs. the lecturer must have thought i was an idiot. poor cindy and mat bestie, who were sitting next to me, were wondering what happened. sorry darls if i shocked u guys. thanks for caring. i was totally like. argh! i took a cab down to darl's shop and whined and complained about that bastard otherwise known as my father. fucker la. i've never been this upset for a long time. the last time i felt like this was around that time he moved out. a year? more than a year i think. FUCK. and i thought everything btwn me and him could actually go back to normal. boy was i wrong. so wrong. with his fucking mentality, no way it can ever go back to normal. but wait, was there ever normal in the first place? like puhlease. u move out like for so long, in fact, even before u moved out, you had already become non existent in our lives for a long long time. never around, out fucking other girls and what shit. oh please. and now you think you can just come back and boss your way around? no way. im not taking this shit from you. that day you moved out was the day you ceased to exist as my father. I HATE YOU. i hate you for everything that you've done. and everything you didn't do. you think money can buy love? or compensate for it for that matter? well you thought wrong. your bimbotic fuck buddies may think otherwise, but for your family, well its a different matter altogether. i hope you get AIDS you bastard.

well. its late. well not really. but im tired. so i shall rant about you another time. he really just spoilt my day. like totally. fucker.

biatch. my tagboard suddenly looks normal agen. heh.

*you were there for me. i love you so much. what would i do without you. thanks for listening dear.






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