"But holding her, finally kissing her, spoiled whatever happiness or even contentment he might have found with Bunny, because when he kissed Becca all the restless pieces inside him that no one knew about came together and he knew what it meant to need, love, desire forever."

just finished reading Family Trust by Amanda Brown. she's also the author of Legally Blonde. But i think this is way so much better. like. it totally put me in the lovey dovey mood. It so sweet. sigh. like. sigh. :)

today was simply relaxing. slept in later than the past few days, then off to school. did some work for econs in the labs with mat bestie, then off to csa lecture, with only 1/5 of the norm attending. after that, chilling at lvl3 of the library, doing some econs as well. had dinner at kfc at tm after that with mat biatch, cindy and ryan. usual bitching and sex talk. ha.

after that, waited for their 969 with them. their bus came and i went off to queue for 3. then i get a call from ryan saying that mat had run off the bus to find his file. and that the bus had took off without him. with ryan and cindy and his bag on it. and i should go look for him. somehow i didn't quite believe his story. anyhows, later mat msged me, and since its written in his blog as well, i guess its true then. haha. like biatchhh! blur! oh well. at least you got home eh. haha.

"I couldn't let you leave," he said. "Becca, I can't even remember my life before I met you. I tried to go back to it," he said, shaking his head, "but I don't know what it is. I don't know who I am, except with you," he said, his eyes filled with all he felt for her. He did not notice, with his stare fixed on Becca, that Emily had stood up on the bench, and was absorbed by watching him speak.

"I love you, Becca," said Edward, "and whatever is to come, the joy of knowing you will be the meaning of my life and that is all I want."

Her eyes filled with tears and she was flooded with happiness. She admired him so much, his patience, his kindness, his quiet strength. She knew he had come here at the sacrifice of much that was once important to him.

"I love you, Edward," she whispered, smiling at the sound of his name on her lips.

He closed his eyes, breathing in her words with pleasure. When he opened them again, he looked right into her beautiful, animated face, watching her eyes shine with tears.

"Will you marry me, Becca?" he asked simply.

like omg. i so love this book. if you're drawn to it, go borrow it. haha. so romantic. sigh.

darling. that's how i feel for you. i love you so much. i can't remember life before you, i don't know what life would be without you, and i don't want to know. you're the meaning of my life. i'm holding on tight too. korean-us. haha. *smoochies.

off to do the rest of econs now. portfolio due tmw. last project. thank goodness.