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Wednesday, August 04, 2004
12:01 am

okae. shall update on the past few days. i've been such a lazy pig.

saturday.clubbing~ he went training, i went home to change. had to go yio chu kang to get the ic from my sister. hitched a ride to town from kenneth. thanks! went town. ben, jem, charmaine, justin, ken. then dear came from his shop. as usual, potblack. then mark, erik. walking around forum. ok. i did something stupid. they were looking into blackjack, (obviously all the shops were closed at that time), and i walked to the glass, leaned forward, ACCIDENTALLY banged my head on the glass, delayed reaction, OUCH! and then everyone starts laughing at me. it is not funny!!! i still have a blueblack on my forehead alrite. and then this kenneth starts imitating me. ha. not funny. then off to mohammed sultan, after much deliberation. decided not to go M.O.S. walked past angel, club3, rush. then we decided to go eat first. then met daren, and into club3. she is so thin now can!!! i still can't get over the fact that she lost so much weight. from like twice my size to like slightly smaller than me??? j-e-a-l-o-u-s. sighhh. free entry for ladies, the guys had to buy a jug for $45 i think. but for four of them i guess it was okae. techno. alrite. i've missed it. heh.

daren, yes i know you lost fucking alot of weight, yes i know i've put on weight, don't have to rub it in alrite. i lost alot of weight after i broke up with you, serious one meal a day diet, then started clubbing more and suppering more, so the weight's all come back. heh. your dancing is so different now, its great to see you after so long. hope you get your girl soon alright? just give her time. maybe she may choose you over her gf.

songs like drive me crazy, your love is my energy - wow its been so long. and oh le le. that is like so old. i need a miracle i wanna be your girl. sadly they didn't play crazy baby. my favourite song. damn. but it was fun. he bought two tequila shots for me. thanks dear. it was damn packed, just like phuture. ben somehow managed to squeeze his way onto the dancefloor for awhile. daren came and danced with me for awhile. the guys just sat there. finally, a courageous soul, decided to start dancing much much much later, brave kenneth. haha. but like we were gonna leave soon anyway. haha. darling, why didn't you get up and dance!!! haha. it was fun. its been a long while. let's do it again soon. left about 2plus, stayed over at darl's place.

he had to wake up at early on sunday for his coaching, i slept in till like 1pm. heh. after that, had my lunch at his shop. walked around great world while he worked. then off to town, he bought a shirt from topman. then had dinner at Black Angus with him, his cousins, nephew and aunt. his cousin was treating him to his birthday dinner. the food was good. thank you verryyy much. haha.

monday. our anniversary. i was supposed to stay home to study. he had school till 1pm then he was going to train. then about 1plus he called me, and there was a knock on the door. at my doorstep, him, otah, bubble tea. haha. my darling, you're so sweet. you never fail to make me smile. now its your turn to make me feel sad about not meeting you, then surprising me ehs? ha. i loveeee you. we watched underworld, studied.

econs test today! sigh. i can safely say it was fairly easy, but i can also say i won't do well, considering how underprepared i was. me and siti didn't study output and costs. there was only one question according to lily, and thankfully, yes there was only one. but it was 8marks. oh well. hopefully, i say again, hopefully, if all goes well, perhaps, i can still manage a B. CSA test tmw and I am dreading it. it is so boring. i'm like so bored just looking at the textbook. and i haven't even really studied yet. everytime i look at it, i just feel the urge to go find something to eat. serious. crazy me just made myself a ham sandwich. sigh. fucked up subject.

i downloaded alot of cute pictures. i put them up on my other blog. too lazy to put them up here. :)

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