saturday. was supposed to stay home but ended up going out. cut my hair. its 3-4 inches shorter. was sick of long hair. then went to meet lynette. and the shop. gave her geog tutition. haha. bumped into marc. we spent about two hours doing geog. then off to town. dinner. then cabbed home.

sunday. church. late as usual. then went shopping with terence and my sis. bought two black tops. met kim after her work. she says my tops are impractical for school. haha. bumped into his ganggg of friends. kim went back. potblack, jem, kenneth, mark, ben and justin. jem and ben stayed in town, the rest off to balestiar to meet bizhen and erik and have dinner. it was crazy at dinner. haha. discussing porn with kenneth in the car. then at dinner again with the rest. apparently i know my porn better than him. and kenneth couldn't believe he was talking about porn with a girl. haha. oh yesss and the most favourite scene is the neve campbell and denise richard's scene. haha. oooooh. lesbian porn is so much better than normal porn. heh. ha. then discussing blowjobs, threesomes, fetishes and what nots. haha. it was fun. then back to potblack. techno in bizhen's car. damn its been a long while since i've technoooed. potblack. where we were admiring an angmoh girl's boobs. hehs. haha. ahem. two people noticed my hair was different. first kenneth then ben! yay! the rest just couldn't tell the difference. well. from in front it looks the same cos my previous hairstyle was such that the front was shorter than the back. so now it looks the same but only when you see the back then u can see the diff. haha. later cabbed home.

monday. school as usual. really gearing up for our case reading test next week. boring. argh. ponned econs lecture to do some work that we had to hand in. after that cabbed to kim seng to meet himmmm. played bluff and poker and what nots. ha. then to his place. dinner. stayed over. slept early. was supposed to go to school today. but was damn tired. and feeling a lil' sick. so i didn't go. gotta go doc soon. sigh.

shoutouts to all who have tagged.

fiona: darrrliiing. you've been the bestest friend ever! and i love you! even though we hardly get to meet up now, i still love you! sorry for abandoning you for a period of time, i was naive. butttt i'm gladddd we're back to being friends noowwww. i love you my lesbian partner!

rahmat: thanks for the concern! have fun doing all the school work mansss!

elvina: hey junior. hows school. thanks for the concern. continue bowling welll!

winnie sweetie: hey gurl. we are always supposed to be meeting up but so far we haven't. haha. i miss ya! faster plan a date! haha. thanks darling. purplet! haha. *loves.

jaclyn: thanks dear for your concern. take care too alrites. you seem a little depressed at times too. meet up soon alrites.

kimmie: hey sweetie. you cheer up too kaes. life is sometimes like that. oh wells. hope ya get all ur projects done alrites! don't procrastinate too much. hehs. miss ya.

andrea: honestly i was quite surprised to see you tag. i thought you hated me. nahs i don't think you're a bitch. thanks for your concern, i really appreciate it. i guess what you say is true "somehow, mentally and emotionally, we're not as normal as the rest". life's unfair, some people have to go through all this and some people don't. i read your story, thanks for sharing it. at least i know there are other people out there who are going thru or have gone thru the same thing, and that there are people who do care. i guess you've shown me people can pull through. but somehow you emerge out of it a little different, tougher, independent, a lil' bit rougher, just your way of protecting yourself. trust and promises are matters not taken lightly and sometimes getting hurt is a very big deal. thanks for tagging. i'm really sorry for the mess that was made in the past. i'm glad you and bessy are back together and happy anniversary to you both. hope there's many more to come. saw you in school the other day, your hair looks nice. good luck in all your projects and stuff alrites. and thank you. :)

to my darling ivan: ever since you became part of my life, things have never been the same. thank you for being there for me and caring for me. even though sometimes, ahem, sometimes, you can be a bit insensitive at times (it's a guy thing), you never fail to make me smile again. i love you all the same. thank you for listening to me and taking care of me. (yes i remember, you're taking care of me this half, and the other half, when i become a lawyer, i'm taking care of you. hehs.) you're my big baby, and my piggy. though sometimes you don't act your age, i still love you. and thank you for always understanding. everything that comes our way, i'll be holding on to you, and we'll make it through together. i love youuuu.

he's off to school already, and i'm slacking at his place. tired. maybe i'll catch a few winks. or maybe i'll study. econs, csa, pom and lcom tests from 3-6aug. after that, one week break. i really don't understand why the hell we have a test for lcom but not for lsm. stupiak.

quotes from our discussion. haha. according to kenneth "a nice, warm feeling" and according to bizhen "you don't have to do any work".

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