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Sunday, July 04, 2004
5:19 pm

i am so dead. i have a gazillion things to do. but i'm not even sure what they are. i just know i have alot of homework to do. i have to go to school early early tmw that's for sure. i need to photocopy the case report. its 20over pages. and for some reason i had no idea i was supposed to get it done. and i have to do some spastic 3min presentation shit thing. argh.

anyways. friday. our 2nd month anniversary. met up after school. had dinner at thai express at ps. watched spiderman2. it was nice. then headed down to boat quay to meet ryan. im so touched he sat outside madmonks with me and ryan!! haha. he had to go back early. so he left first. cos i was so tempted to go in. jyen came down. oh. and usually its $12 for iced tea if your underaged right? well, i got bloody mineral water la can! they didn't even have iced tea anymore. and it wasn't even like evian or something. it was some cheapo brand. usually i'm of legal age, but that day i wasn't, ahem. so i had to settle for mineral water. argh. it was quite a waste of time, they were playing house till like 12. only then they played r&b. we went 7eleven and bought jack daniels. nice. near 1 they started playing those pop remixes, then from 1-2 it was house again. bumped into terry and adeline, don/florence. terry being a techno freak, was happy about the house music. haha. they almost, nearly, played smoke machine. damn. i love smoke machine. arrrrgh. sucky. bumped into cindy, bj n jovin. should have listened to winnie and gone with her to rouge. damn. she had fun. i didn't. left about 2, went down to his place where he was waiting. hehs. stayed over. :) sorry darling for making you wait for me.

saturday. he had training, went down to the shop to wait for him. after that had dinner with him and his family at beach road. steamboat. not bad. then all of us went to watch the best bet at tiong bahru. it was my 2nd time watching it. and i was quite tired. so i kinda fell asleep halfway thru. haha. anyways it was mainly in hokkien. stayed over at his place again. :)

today. followed him to coaching. then had lunch with his family, roosevelt and his family. nice chinese food at leigardens at orchard shopping centre. the lobster thing is damn good. it looks like fried tempura or something liddat, but its actually the lobster meat, wrapped with this fried thing which looks like the fried version of the dragon beard candy. its absolutely heavenly. one bite and you're like omg. its amazing. haha. walked around town awhile. and then he sent me home. and now he's sleeping on my bed. haha. i'm supposed to be doing my work while he sleeps. haha. PIG. i love my pig. :)

i shall not go near madmonks anymore. unless i'm not going in, or i'm going in with a huge group of friends. i guess if i do club, maybe zouk. or chinablack. or something. see how la. school is getting hectic. sigh.

(I do swear that I'll aways be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength,
happiness and sorrow,
for better or worse,
I will love you with every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you,
can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on
[from this moment on//shania twain]


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