added links. :)

mmms. tired. i realised i've been sleeping at like 12ish. its quite an amazing feat for me. considering i usually sleep at like 4-5. haha. well.

this semester im taking legal communications skills1, legal systems&methods1, microecons, principles of management, computer systems& applications and applied principles of effective living which is basically like a CME thing. haha. out of all the subjects, i think i love lcomm and lsm the most. basically they're the most interesting topics. and well. its the law stuff. which is the stuff im interested in, which is the reason why im taking this course. i guess POM and econs are impt too, in setting up businesses and all that shit. CSA is totally boring. we're doing dreamweaver now, which i already did when in mgs. i think we're gonna cover a bit of flashplayer, which i also already did in mg. i love lsm and lcomm tutorials. like today in lsm, we setup our own war crimes tribunal. i was the presiding judge, siti, rhadhi, moses n ryan were the other judges. the rest were split between defence counsel - the US soldiers, and the prosecutors, supporting the iraqi soldiers. it was really fun. it was like a debate. i miss debate. mr j was saying that if u hate reading, this course ain't for you, cause you gotta read thru alot of cases. if you love reading, you love a good story, and you're a debater at heart, this course is for you. i guess its a yes to that? i love debate. which is why i totally regret quitting the debate team in sec1. it was a mistake. it would be so helpful in law now. sigh. whywhywhy. why did i drop debate for bowling???!!! why. well. at least something good came out of it. ivan. haha. i love you darling. aren't you glad i didn't drop bowling instead? haha. ok. stop. haha. anyway. back to my point. i love the thrill of a debate. the challenge. doing the research. getting your points, your facts, your arguments. thinking on your feet for rebuttles. proving your point. defending your point. and of course. winning the debate. the thrill really comes in proving your point. when things become heated, when you really gotta know your facts, you gotta defend what you're saying, and when you got your point across, that's when you get that adrenalin rush, and that's what i love. and i miss. that's why i'm in law. anywayyyy. after going thru lsm, i was thinking. i'm kinda into political science as well. maybe i should do that in uni? haha.

i think its a good thing that we've got mr ferlin j as our careperson, lecturer and tutor. even though he can be quite strict at times. and sarcastic. he's really funny. and witty. and his classes are really fun and interesting. its like. you really learn and he really makes you curious to find out more. plus he has experience as a lawyer and DPP, so sometimes he'll share stuff with us and its really interesting. of course nothing breaking the client confidentiality thing. and he's also an actor. so he knows how to be interesting and be really enthusiastic about stuff. yea. :) i hope i get him for criminal law. oh yes. today's lsm lecture was an exception. instead of mr j today, it was annie gomez. im not saying she's a bad teacher or anything, but she really sucks as a lecturer. no1. she so cannot control the classes. no2. she keeps flicking her hair. becca was like. counting how many times she did that. haha. no3. i don't think i really learned anything interesting or new. whatever she said, it was all in the notes. every single thing. oh well. back to mr j next week. :)

rahmat. or rather ah mat. here's quoting his blog.

"i like my class though. everyone is great. from the responsible lily, to the hip berlinda, to the lame ryan, to the stuttering moses. from the mysterious denise, to the alien-obsessed mars. but hey, mars is leaving us, i think. to another i.t course. hey lily, i hate cliques too, but it has to happen."

ahem. and when i asked him what he meant by mysterious, he said. "yes, you are mysterious! like always deep in thought, and serious. hahaha. have fun researching, dennis!" ahem. as you can see from my tagboard. and as you can see he spelt my name wrong. so now he keeps calling me dennis!!! arghhh!!! and my reply "haha. hmmm. that's a first. usually pple say im dao/ anti-social. haha. cools. and you spelt my name wrong! *bish*" stupid ah mat. and his reply? "hello d-e-n-i-s-e! hahah. yeah, u have that dao face la. intimidative man." what!!!! you not happy arh! go toilet and fight ar!!! haha. ok. that was spastic. pretend i didn't say that. haha. my classmates are okaeeeee. haha. i always come to school with siti cause we change bus at the same bus stop. she's really pretttyyy. :) and then. rhadhika! she's sweet and she's such a darling. but she's really blurrrr. haha. :)

winnie darling: hmphs!! i miss you! when are we going to meet???!!!!!!
kimmie: yeas gurl. before all the tests and exams come! muahs backkk.

oh. i think this is quite amusing. yesterday. before darling came over. i was teaching my sister how to put mascara. haha. she doesn't wear makeup, except for lipgloss. im the makeup freak. basically everything i know is from reading too much mags (wasting money.), and just experimenting and correcting. and when i did sales at that jap cosmetic company for a few months, i learned alot of other stuff as well. like ingredients in your cosmetics, what's good for what, how to apply stuff the correct way, wash your face the correct way... blahblah. it was cool experience. anyway im digressing. well. so. i was like. curling her eyelashes. and putting mascara for her. haha. well. yea. she's older. but guai-er than me laaa. haha. :) i've spend too much on makeup already. i haven't bought anything new so far i think. haha. my last purchase was like my lancome mascara n eyeliner in like april? hey that's an accomplishment for me alrites. haha. okae, so i have like my lancome n biotherm eyeliner still intact, but i still want to get the christian dior/ chanel liquid eyeliner. and the glossy lip pencil from lancome. even though i hardly use lipgloss/stick. i have like pink lipsticks and lipgloss which i so do not use. everytime i see something pink. i buy. now i understand why daren always tried to stop me from buying more lipsticks. but i seriously love the m.a.c lipstickssss. so many nice colours. but quite drying. mainly matt.

i still want to watch windstruck. i keep hearing people say its good. and you cry. and i want to watch!! oooh. and mean girls too. :)

dearrr. where are you and what are you doing!!! i miss you!

tomorrow. pom lecture. boring. and csa tutorial. boring again.

oh yea. happy 16th birthday marc diii!!! and no a sms is not a birthday present alrites!

*sweet kisses.
could I hold you for a life time

i don't want any nights to go by

without you by my side

i just want all my days spent being next to you

live for just loving you//