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Tuesday, June 08, 2004
2:40 am

ayeeeees. haha. darl's sleeping. as usual. nahs. he's gotta wake up early for youth challenge tmw. so here i am typing away on the comp while he's sleeping. haha. and i'm supposed to wake up earlier than him so i can wake him up. but i'll have to poke him nonstop just to make him get his ass out of the beeeddd! tsk.

anyways. sunday. i didnt wake up on time for church as usual. hehs. :) i wash such a good girl, i washed up all my clothes. it took like. two loads in the washing machine. my mom came back. and i got her to dye my hair for me. it was like no longer purple. fucking reddish orange already. so i was like. ah fuck just dye it dark. took some deep burgundy colour. well. i expected the top part when the hair was bleached to be damn light still. but after the dye, its like damn blackish now la. my hair is freaking stubborn can. everytime i use DIY, it turns out damn dark. no matter what colour. well. it looks black. i was like woah. the last time my hair was this dark was damn long time ago. but under light, it has this chocolate like colour. quite nice la. even though it was SUPPOSED to be purplish. haha. well. yes i do miss my purple already!!! i tink before school starts i'll go do it another colour again. i want purple! rah. anyway. darling was such a sweetie, he came my place. my hair was still wet, i lied on his shirt. and well. there were like purple dots on his shirt. from my hair. haha. i like soaked it in dynamo. and thank goodness he had a shirt with me right? or else he'll be topless. hehs. after that. went for supper with paul, ben n fren. paul's last good meal before enlisting. haha. it was emotional. haha rites. yes paul i miss my purple too! haha. we had bakchormee, satay, sambal stingray and they had oyster omelette which i only ate the egg. im not a big seafood fan remember? haha. after that. crashed at dear's place. haha. and here i am again.

today. had to go town to return my uniform n oso to collect my paycheque. was supposed to meet kim to go out. but she was sick. its alrite dear! i miss you too! my darling! my mistreeeesss~~!!!! wahhaaa. :) muahs! i never neglect you wor. haha. lets go out soon kaes dear. i love ya!

yeas. went to town. returned my uniform. got my pathetic paycheque of $126.75. of which $106.73 will go to daren for the starhub bill. sigh. anyway. after that went taka. bought toriq for darling. said hi to marie. bought sushi. went to kim seng. he was playing snooker. me n marc went down to the shop. we played taiteeee. ate prata. tsk. haha. we're even. both won/lost 5-5. haha. had dinner there. his dad bought. sat. watched friends. dear tried to make me play cs. i got myself killed everytime. haha. hopeless ain't i. :) wells. yea.

sigh. stressed. paying off my starhub. left with my $169 m1. total. everything else. everyone. $836.29. problems. sigh. worried. other personal stuff to think about. sigh. dunwan to think about it.

dear. you know you mean the world to me. i'll still be your queen as long as you'll still be my king. :) that day at the playground. you lying on my lap. nice. haha. so comfy. you promised to never leave me. well. like i said. i won't either. i love you no matter what. let bygones be bygones. sorry i had to ask so much. i just needed to know so that i wouldn't wonder about it. so that i can put it behind me. i will. :) i love you too much to let it get to me. and dear? i'm proud of you. no matter what. you're always perfect in my eyes kae. i love you!

the king and the queen. together forever and never to part.



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