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Monday, June 14, 2004
11:24 pm

guess what. i didn't go to school in the end. yup. hehs. yes yes don't say i told you so. haha. well i managed to last till 5am. i decided to take a quick nap till 6. the alarm went off. i got up. switched off my alarm. and i think i went back to sleep. haha. the next thing, i woke up, it was 8plus. and i was like heck just don't go. yup. well i'm going to go tomorrow i guess. :) i was such a guai girl today, i stayed home. i coloured my hair again. DIY. again. haha. its like purple. the top of my hair looks purple. cos it was previously bleached remember. its not that obvious. unless im in the sun. which is what i want. so im quite content. :) winnie purpletttt! im back to being a purplet again! haha. :) after that it was mainly lazing around the house, washing up my clothes, and watching vcds. i watched chasing liberty. mandy moore's latest flick i think. its not bad i guess. well i think its definitely better than just a chick flick. and matthew goode, the leading actor, is quite a cutie. haha. its such a good romance flick. well it put me in this dreamy mood. haha. and the sights. venice, london, austria. very nice. i want to sit on a gondola one day!!! before venice sinks. haha. oh wait. its already sinking. hehs.

im having a severe headache. bad.

school's starting in a week. it hasn't really hit me yet. starting to though. oh well. i'm so not prepared. RAH. and i don't even get a holiday for my birthday. sigh. stupid tp has to start one week earlier. rah. im not quite sure what im going to do for my birthday yet. most probably have some bbq i guess. too bad my aunt wasn't able to get the chalet for me. siggggh. i'll let you guys know the details when i plan something. haha.

i can't believe its back to school in a week. wow. its gonna be kinda strange. i miss mg days. some of them i guess. haha. its gonna feel strange not having fi fi with me in class! and recess! rah. i miss you fiona! my darling pure les partner. hehs. don't worry. he won't get jealous. haha. time really flies past so fast. and like i cant imagine school without all the people i've known for years. its like new faces, new friends, new classmates. i'm not really a "new" person. put me in a new environment and i became all dao. haha. well. everyone who meets me for the first time always gets that impression of me. when i was doing sales, i got shifted around to different outlets alot and well. after getting to know the people there, they'll always tell me that the first time they meet me, their first impression is that i'm very fierce, very dao, and that they don't dare to talk to me. haha. i get that all the time. its just my face when i don't smile. well. it helps to keep strange people away i suppose. haha. its new subjects, new school, new environment... i guess i am kinda excited. well. ya. my goal? work hard. study hard. get my a's. distinctions. and get on the director's honours list. and be top 5%. my sister says its impossible. ahem. maybe it is. but i'm going to try. :) yup.

i miss my mg friends! rah. as much as i hate to say this, i kinda miss sitting next to clara. and her nonsensical whining. and her perkiness. and her irrelevant questions and responses. and the way she makes mrs lim frustrated with her stupid maths questions. oh well. i guess, even though she stabbed me right in the back and front. i did see her as a friend. as someone i was very close to. as someone i trusted i guess? oh well. it did hurt. and. well. maybe someday we'll talk again. yup.

winnieeee purplettt! i'm not sure where i'll be clubbing on friday. i really wanna gooo!!! i think we'll most probably end up at monks right? haha. well. see hooowww. must meet up before school starts. *missmissmiss. muahs!

fiona. darling. i love you! i love you! i love you! haha he won't come and beat you up dear. hehs.

been meeting him alot. well. practically everyday. when school starts its gonna be harder to meeeeet. one end to the other end. sighhhhhh. rah. i really hope we don't drift apart... bah. *missloveees.

sigh. wondering where you are now. its been 6hours. rahs. i miss you.

"so you have a thing for me huh?" "no. not a thing. a big thing." (chasing liberty)

yea i got a thing for you. a big thing. hehs. yes dear i heart you too. *hugs.



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