yesterdae.12may. haha. i was so tired can. i was supposed to meet kimmie darling at like 2. but i woke up at like 1:30. haha. so i postponed to 3. then i took forever to get ready as usual so postponed to 3:30. haha. in the end i reached earlier!!! haha. it was so bloody freaking hot can. stupiak. haha. anyways. was on the train with her to town. qq er zi called me. she was at simei mrt. so she got on the train. she got off at bugis. to work. we went to orchard. went to far east to pick up kimmie's skirt. walked around. went to taka. mos burger. had lunch cum dinner there. haha. darling came down. i told kim before he came down so she wouldn't be that shocked. haha. she was kinda shocked la. but she managed to contain her shockness. haha. :) then we went to find my sis. passed something to me. then after that went to topshop. walkwalk. haha. then surfbabe. love my paul frank stufff! haha. i really want to buy the nice stool. unfortunately its not for sale. damn. :( kimmie then decided to go back.. so early!!! hmphs. bah. me n darl then went to far east... he ate chicken rice. it's quite nice. the top floor one is nicer though. haha. walked around. slacked. it was still too early to go chinablack. and marie darling was with her friends having dinner. we sat at lido macs. fagged. had a drink. trying to see any queue. haha. waiting for marie as well. in the end we decided to go in first. cos we weren't sure what time free entry for guys was until. went in. free flow for ladies. had bourbon coke. he got a jug of vodka 7up. $10. not too bad. after that i wanted jimbean7up... but didnt haveee. bah. in the end took bourbon. dry. nice. mmmmm. haha. marie darling finally came in with her friends. had other bourbon dry and she got vodkalime. sippped some too. after that i went and got some vodka too. had enough drinks so we decided to go zouk. while walking out saw my 'sister' lynette! haha. she works at m.a.c. at tangs. she was like with ur normal friends ar? hahahaa. riteeeee. oh saw ta's sister too. anyway. took a cab down to zouk. marie's friends left first. but we ended up reaching first for some strange reason. marie darling puked in the queue. waited outside for her awhile. went in. went mambo. erm. it was okae la. okaeeee. haha. marie's fren came so we went out to get her. and then was supposed to go phuture. but we couldn't find her. waited forever for her. finally went into the toilet. which she said she was in. but she wasn't. finally her fren said she was gg home cos she was feeling quite bad. marie decided to go back too. darling came out. he was supposed to come phuture to find us. was shocked that we didnt even go in at all. we were outside for quite a long time waiting for her friend i think. haha. they left. we two decided to go phuture!! whee. haha. finally. r&b. haha. it was damn fucking packed man. squeeze like mad. finally got somewhere on the dance floor. danced for awhile. the songs not bad la. after awhile decided to go out cos it was getting damn fucking hot. on the way out. i got molested can!!! i mean while dancing and stuff it was so pack so like some guy's ass was rubbing on to me and stuff. but this was different. he was walking in front. i was following behind. someone walked past behind and i felt someone intentionally grab my ass. i didn't see who it was so i couldn't possibly turn around and start slapping anyone insight right. so i was like forget it. just walk out. fuck man. i was so violated that day can!!!!! RAHHHH. anyway. went back to mambo. i was observing the guys on the podium. the dancing. was so techno. so so so techno. and they looked so good dancing retro. mmmmmms. very good. mmmm. i could imagine them dancing techno. damn pro man. i bet they'll look even better. i love watching guys dance techno. if they're pro la. ahah. *swoons. (darl i still love you. hehs. haha.) i miss techno. rah. anyway. it was quite fun la. but i wasn't doing the actions. i swear. no way. haha. i still prefer techno. haha. :) anyway. i saw my sister's ex classmates from mgs. they didn't see me. bet they dun recognise me anyway. haha. after that. standing around outside zouk. saw charmaine! said hi. she was on the phone. then later saw skye! i was like hello! she was like. giving me a blank look. i'm like do you remember who i am??!!! she's like no. im like erm... yesterdae!!! with winnie!!! she's like... ohhh! denise! im like...... stupiak. she said i looked so different couldn't recognise me. haha. said i looked younger the day before. and older now. haha. right. but charmaine cld recognise me. haha. oh ya saw ashley in town as well. yea. anyway. later saw roy, my sis ex bf, walking out. ran after him. he was shocked to see me. bastard. anyway. went to river valley to eat. had egg prata. apparently i walked past roy cos he called me and said he saw me. asked if i wanted a lift back. he drove his dad's car. he stays a few blocks away. so why not. can save cab fare. had my prata. fagged. rested. haha. left about four plus. roy got lost. apparently he has no sense of direction. ended up in town to get onto the highway. haha. i was too tired to talk much. he was asking about my sis. and about my relationship. im like... it okae... he's like... guys are better right? im like... erm it very different la... girls better la... guys are bastards. then he's like ya all guys are bastards. i felt like saying ya, you're a very good example of that. decided not to. haha. too tired. the next day my sis asked me why i never scold him. haha too tired la. anyway. got back. at like 5am. my mom just woke up. she was nagging. whateverrrr. haha. promised ryan i wld meet her at 12 to help her. slept near 6am. woke up at like 11 can! hha. so tired. took the train down. met her at cityhall. i was late. it was like 1:30. haha. went town. went to find her gf. then walked around. ate ramen. haha. later she was gg back to meet her gf after her work. darling was busy trying to finish his work... so couldnt meet him till much later. was thinking of going home. but was missing my dear! so decided to go marie's place to wait for him. ate rice there! rahhhh. there goes my diet. can feel all the weight i lost being put back on. rah. anyway. went to book tickets. everywhere was like so full. in the end managed to get seat at tiong bahru plaza. darling came down from his friend's place. we ere watching Troy!!! just open today. so nice can. hai. what a hot body. haha. then went to eat supper. im tired. Troy's so nice. too bad brad pitt's character had too die. but in the end, he didn't die a bloody death in a fight or anything. he died cos of love. cos of a woman. haiiii. women have such a presence. haha. i loved the beginning part where he killed that first guy... so stylomylo! haha. and he was having a threesome. whooo. every guy's fantasy. hahahahahaahaha. haha. so cool. hot hot hot... woo. *drool.* hahaha.

okae. im kinda like dozing off now. im really really tired. i love you sweetie. im missing you alot!!! muahs. you're my darling. i enjoyed spending time with you today. :)