friday7may.
went to marie darling's place... she had her lunch... we slacked there. haha. scanned in my neozzies! yay thanks darling! heh. then. we left to go and sell our books at bras basah. haha. i made $4, she made $10. after which we proceeded to walk to bugis... walked around there for awhile before heading to town. walked around aimlessly. haha. bumped into jovin at orchard mrt. walked all over. marie went guess at taka to buy her skirt. so nice. she had vouchers. cool. walked to far east. and bumped into jovin again. haha. walked to tangs. bumped into talitha darling. and she was like oh im going to meet jovin now. haha. met marie's fren. dominic. then we went to marina south. to have steamboat. haha. cool. it was kinda stupid cos we weren't really that hungry. haha. i paid $12 to eat mainly fried rice. haha. and chicken satay. haha. stupid rites. haha. im not a seafood person la. and i wasnt really very hungry. haha. dominic really sucks at cooking i must add. ahha. u noe the crabstick is wrapped in a plastic. which u r supposed to remove before cooking it right? well. this gurl. threw everything in. it was only later. after drinking the soup... eating alot of other stuff from the pot... that i fished out a crabstick. and realised. she didn't take out the plastic. i was like.......... u mean u didn't realise it was covered with a plastic??!! and she's like. no. hahahaaa. i was like. im not eating the soup stuff anymore. haha. anyways. it was fun. we took the live prawns. but none of us ate it. we cooked them anyway. haha. and the crabs too. hahaha. anyway. those two went to town. met him. and his friends. was extremely out of place. was in quite a bad mood actually. pissed off. marie darling actually wanted to come out of her movie and meet me if i was feeling down. but i said its okay... didnt wanna spoil ur show. thanks gurl. :) anyway. i was supposed to be sent home by him. but i got sent to the train station. took the bus alone. doesnt matter. whatever. anyway. yes. haha we were actually thinking of going monks that night. heard from winnie that the rules changed le. under18s cant have their first bottle anymore. haha. they pay $12 for an iced lemon tea. haha. so cool. hahahaaaaa. spastic. really expensive ice tea man. haha. :)

saturday8may.
i was such a guai girl. i stayed home. hahahaaa.

sunday9may.
went to church in the morning. late as usual. hahaha. :) terence di's shirt was so nice. haha. stupid. he was like very sexy right? im like. no. i didnt say it was sexy. i said it was nice. haha. anyway. it was a button shirt. i have this thing for button shirts. i should turn bung. haha. i think guys and bungs look damn good in button shirts. :) t-shirts just make them look sloppy. haha. anyway. after church. met him at great world. its within walking distance from my church u see. had lunch there. ate macs. then. went to watch van helsing! realised gr8 world has damn alot of angmohs. haha. all staying at the apartments surrounding gr8 world. the show was quite nice. the effects and everything is really cool but the storyline is really predictable... haha. but its very nice la. :) anyways. yeas. after that slacked around great world. yups. took train home. reached home before 12. haha. :)

monday10may.
mmmms. met him. had lunch. and then apparently he had plans. went to meet his friend. and i stupidly thought that we were meeting for the whole day. oh well. nvm. in the end. went to meet ryan darling! haha. becos he didn't get the hint. but who gives a shit. anyway. met ryan. we walked around town. then she went to suntec. to pass something to her fren. to pass to her darling cheryl. :) we made dedications at the fountain! haha. she dedicated one to cheryl. and they were supposed to play say it isnt so. and then she dedicated one to me and i picked milkshake as the song. then i dedicated one to her and i picked superstar as the song. in the end, they read out all three dedications together, pronounced our names wrongly though, and played milkshake as the song. diao. ahahaha. it was so stupid. we were like laughing like mad. and ryan was being stupid during the multimedia show. haha. after that we sat awhile more. then we went to citylink. 7eleven. bought fishballs. haha. and a slurpee which tasted funny. its called tongue twister. and it made our tongues blue! haha. eee. then we went breadtalk to buy food! haha. sat at the stairs eating. then took the train home. got off at tampines. visited cafe cartel. haha the supervisor and the manager was like asking me why i quit. and they were like oh you two are friends? haha. yea. anyway. then we took bus back! was msging queenie to see if she wanted to have supper. but she was too lazy to get her ass out of the house and too busy watching tv. haha. she msged after her show ended but i was already back at pasir ris. haha. yea. :) had a nice long chat with her online. i was complaining to her. haha.

today11may.
haha. went out with marie darling. we're going to work at tori-q together. she had to go for orientation at taka from 2-4. i didnt need to cos i work there before. we were supposed to meet at 1230 but in the end we were both late and met at like 1.30. haha. :) walked her there. after that i went to raffles place to visit my old work place. my kor. chatted awhile. had lunch with some of my ex-colleagues. had yami yoghurt. yummy. after that went back to taka. filled out the application forms. me n marie went window shopping after that. bumped into winnie, puicheng and lex! haha. winnie cut her hair. so preeeeettty. *swoon. haha. :) then we went to heeren. most of level4 is renovated and done le. went to this shop called minibits or something liddat. saw this really really cool ring. was so tempted to buy. in the end didnt. then went to ming. tried on this black silk bareback top from the white line. its damn nice. it actually costs $53 but on sale so $13. was going to buy it. then there was some problem with the computer so she asked us to come back like 10mins later. went walking around. then ended up walking to the first level... and then i was like. i shouldnt waste money and buy clothes now when i'm broke right! so in the end i didn't buy it! haha. thank goodness the computer spoil. or else i'll be regretting now. haha. anyways. walked back to tangs... then went to lucky plaza. marie was going to take a cab to her friend's house. i was stranded alone! haha. was meeting queenie er zi at 9pm for dinner... so i had two more hours. marie waited with me while i msged like alot of pple. haha. in the end i got winnie. went to meet her at taka. puicheng n lex left le. she was with skye and chermaine or shermaine or however u spell it. haha. the bungs who thought winnie was hot that night at monks! woo. haha. anyway. went to mos burger. sat there. had milk tea. talking nonsensical stuff. about clubbing, music, smoking and dunno what else. another bung fren of theirs came and sat down.. ashley lim. she gave me n winnie her name card. prudential advisor. haha. sorry all my insurance policies are AIA. haha. :) then daren came down with terry adeline and some gurl. to pass me back my sk2 card. then we were trying to convince winnie to go clubbing tmw!! haha. ladies night mah. haha. dun haf to pay lehs. haha. :) queenie er zi called. so walked to the mrt with winnie... this er zi ar. works at bugis nooch. and for some strange reason, wanted to go there to eat. she loves nooch too much. haha anyway they were going to close so we went to eat nasi lemak at one of the streets there. its not bad. her colleague.. ronnie came down. she bought tiger beer. bahhh. it tastes like shit man. fosters is nicer. haha. :) after that took the train back! queenie was being spastic as usual. she was being a bimbo man. cos we were talking about bungs sometimes having to pay on ladies night cos nowadays clubs treat them as "guys" la. so she was like trying to be bimbotic to show that she's a "girl" la. ahahaha. i can imagine the long hair and the blue contacts... the tube and the mini skirt. *so chio. ahhaa. er zi can become daughter already man.

yups. im tired. bahs. its 4am already. meeting kimmie chiobu tmw. then meeting marie and frens later. going drinking! yeas. free flow. and i am so going to drink. and drink and drink. haha. :) yay. hehe. i want my bourbooooonnn dryyyyyyyyyy. haha. yes im talking to queenie online now. haha. yes we're 2crazy bitches. i tink my er zi is really turning into dotter liaos. haha. this gurl is really damn naggy lehs. and her memory is really super bad. apparently i'm helping her remember alot of stuff about the past. haha. at least she remembers some stuff. haha. she has the honour of being the only ex who asked the first time she wanted to hold my hand. haha. she's a sweetie. ahahaha. and she's really very egoistic as well. haha. :) okaes. i feel like doing some tribute thing. haha. :)

to *you. stop saying u care if u don't show it okay. and stop using the excuse that u haven't been att for a long time. you say you're gonna try harder. i don't feel any different. you should go and read all my past entries. maybe then you'll understand how i feel. but if you don't... then. well. i really have nothing left to say mans. don't make me give up on this one. don't make me lose all hope on guys forever. don't make me turn back passive.

to queenie er zi. er zi!!!!!! are u really turning into dotter liaos??!!! haha. please don't. haha. thanks sonnie for listening to me whine and complain. and the endless msn conversations. and making me laugh. and giving me advice. though usually quite useless. haha. and for understanding. thanks for being someone i can trust! thanks for caring! thanks for being there for me when i was down! mmmms. thanks for the memories as well. :) we weren't tgt for very long. but it was wonderful. haha. i'll always remember. haha. like i told you. you're the best and no one can compare to you. haha. and yes ur head is growing bigger already. please be guai and study hard ars. make mom proud ars. she's a really filial son. haha. its quite cute the way both she and mich tan calls me mother. haha. except you call me mom. or mummy. and mich calls me mama. haha. anyways. be good to dawn ars. dun naughty ars. haha.

to ryan darling! haha. dun be sad kaes. cheer up gurl. :) i'll be here if u need anyone to talk to kaes? thanks for being there for me as well. take care. and sorry for quitting on you at cartel when i promised you we'll work together! haha. :)

to my marie darliinggg! haha. :) poor eunice is busy with exams so we cant have our threesome! haha. thanks dear. for listening to me whine as well. both of us seem to have alot of problems. haha. :) take care gurl. don't always so 'fan' kae.

to fiona my darling sweetie!!! i miss you! sob. why did u hafta go to acjc! hmphs. i misssss yoooooouuuu!!!! darling! when are we going to go out together? sob. hmphs. i miss bitching with you. hehe. gurl. even though we aren't so close now. i still love you! thanks for making my mg years sweeter. hehe. thanks gurl for listening to all my problems, being there for me, listening to me complain, giving me advice, standing by me, and being someone i can trust. sorry darling for abandoning you for one period of time. i love you gurl!!! even though you always made me do bio labwork!!! hmphs. i remember all the dinners after b div. and how we always took photos kissing each other. on the cheek la! haha. i remember how u made me pon lit class while u ponned maths in sec 2. to go sick bay with you. haha. :) bad girl! haha. meet up soon kaes!!! love you lots!

to my ta!!! haha. taaaaaa. so when are you finally going to go monks with me? haha. thankew darling for listening to me whine as well. and being someone i can trust as well. i love you gurl!!! haha. and can you stop dieting? ur like a stick. please. u have no ass already. please go put on some weight okay! haha. :)

mmms. to everyone else i missed out. take care too! i love you too! :)

haha that sounds like testimonials. haha. okae okae. i should end this. stupid er zi is pestering me to hurry up. haha. i should sleep soon. or else im like so not going to be able to wake up to meet kim. hhaaa. why is it im so awake. i didnt have coffee today whats. haha. okae anyway. :)