and i've been secretly falling apart.

Sunday, May 30, 2004

12:49 am

oh yes. before i begin. ahems. MY HAIR IS PURPLE!!! wahahaha. :) haha. not my whole head la. duh. wells. just the top part. hehs. you see. yesterdae. friday. i woke up at like 2something. was supposed to go meet kimmie dear cos she wanted to cut her hair. but apparently she hadn't woken up. hehs. anyways. that was giving me ideas to go do my hair as well. my sister didnt go to work, got me to accompany her to the docs. walked past the hair salon. decided to go ask them about my hair. told me pink was a bit hard to do. so decided on purple. it was an impulse kinda thing. haha. i was actually thinking of doing the fringe alone. then i was thinking of highlighting my whole head. then i decided to highlight the top. then lina, the owner who always does my hair. came along. and suggested. why not instead of just highlighting the crown purple, dye ur whole crown purple? im like errrrr. she's like. cos your hair is layered so the top part is short. so if you dye that part purple, the bottom part will be black. it'll be like contrast thing. and it'll be more havoc than just doing highlights. so its up to you la. then im likeeeee. cant decide. haha. finally. on impulse. im like heck just try la. haha. and i told her she could cut my hair anyhow, just make sure the length is below my shoulder. well. she didnt cut it much. my hair used to be like damn long. touches my bra strap there. haha. now its about 2inches shorter i think. not much different. well. they clipped up my crown, then braided the rest of my hair into plaits. to prevent it from getting all messy. then they bleached the crown part. i was like looking at the colour after bleaching. damn gold. damn bloody gold. haha. my sister was like don't ever dye your hair this colour man. haha. then they put the purple dye. well. i tink the bleaching was too long. cos the colour is quite bright. its not like this dark deep purple that i wanted. and the bleaching was uneven as well. its like. some parts. look bright purple. some parts look ashy pink. some parts look deep purple. some parts look reddish purple. maroon. yeas. its pretty uneven. and my sis said some parts look bluish purple. RAH. oh well. maybe i should have just done highlights. hehs. too late. well. anyway. i always go there to do my hair. they still remember me doing my rebonding two years ago. hehs. well. so the price was pretty cheap. $86 for colour and cut. yups.

haha. winnie's doing purple too. cool. haha yessss we can go out with same hairsss! haha. i tink yours will be nicer though. hehs. rahs. im still waiting for roger to send me my photos so i can send to winnieee so she can see my hairrrr. haha. we're both waiting. hehs. and we've both survived one week of no clubbing. hehs.

after that i was thinking of staying home. no monks for me you see. haha. then. my sister wanted to go keppel club to see roger bowl. and she asked me to go along. im like okay okay. rahs. msged kimmie. but i was already on the way there so it was a bit late to go pick her up. zhong was bowling you see. haha. anyways. got there. roger was apparently shocked by my hair becos i only told him i was doing my fringe. haha. zhong was like giving me strange looks. haha. saw lenny and ambrose. it was making me miss bowling. kinda. haha. after that. hung around. couldnt decide where to go. in the end. went to darl's house kopitiam. had supper. tsk. should stop suppering. rah. im so happy with myself. i didnt club for one whole week. haha. no monks. no zouk. hehs.

today. wasnt going to go out. ended up calling my aunt to meet for dinner. cos i wanted to go shopping. hehs. went to try jeans at levi's. was trying to decide between 501 and 593. and my aunt was like. 593 so low. buy 501. im like. oh. okay. cant argue. cos she's the one with the plastic. haha. i wanted to get a cap from adidas but she wanted to go robinsons. she wanted to change something. i couldn't think of anything to buy from robinsons. the only thing i buy from there is bras. ahah. so i bought a bra. haha. the new t-shirt bra thing from triumph. haha. i got myself measured again. and i seriously think there's some problem. there's no way i can be a 75c. its too bloody big la. anyways. i wanted to get that seamless underwear shit thing. but my aunt was like $14.90 for a panty? so expensive?! blahblah. well. she can be nice with the shopping but like i said before she can be kinda stingy at times. gotta noe how to work the magiccc! haha. i have one whole month before school starts. hee. so i only bought two things today. haha. the jeans was $129.50... there was 20% off. yea. the bra was like $59.90. haha. cool. ate at the noodle place at centrepoint. so full. my aunt left. went to find suping and fifi at taka. they had just had some ac dinner thing. saw jasmine too! walked with fi and suping to the mrt station... and suping had to go wheelock to meet her mom. hehs. its nice to see you two darlings. i miss u guys!!! i'll come down for age group next week kaes? :) support u guys. and the mg pple too. i miss bowlingggg. this is making me feel like bowling again cans. haha. this will be the first national age group i won't be bowling after three years. haha. maybe i should i go be on good terms with my dad again so i can get him to buy me new bowling balls and stuff. haha. rites. hmms. maybe. haha. i wonder if i can even remember how to bowl. haha.

darling. it doesn't matter if i have sleepless nights. all that matters is that i'm by your side. i wanna make sure you're okay. i wanna hold you tight. i wanna take care of you forever and ever. i look at you. and all i feel. is *love. can i lie in your arms forever?

hugging you + sleeping = bliss.

bigger bed huh? haha.

;i am afraid