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tingshan © <33
Monday, May 03, 2004
2:34 am

it ain't my business anymore. im closing this chapter. im not arguing with anyone. im not a mad bitch. or maybe i am. a sadistic sarcastic crazy bitch. anyway. i wasnt refering to you. so. none of my business. not going to work harder. not going to even bother trying. this chapter is closed.

its been abt a month since i've known you. april fools remember? it'll be one month of memories. crazy memories. good and bad. bittersweet. im thankful i got to noe you. and thankful for the memories. but that's what it'll be. memories. bittersweet ones. well. im glad God made friends. im closing this chapter. another part of my life. closed. i've made my decision. the time would come sooner or later. and well, its now. so. i'm moving on. to the next chapter.

*new beginnings. exciting. the anticipation of what's to come. the thrill. adrenalin. cant wait as each line is written. its going to be interesting. im looking forward to sharing it with [you].



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